My sTorY

WaT a SUpriSE!!!!

2009-06-02T08:02:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm......waT a sUPRise..the perSOn tat I nv Expect will care..actUally too noTice of my NIck recently...n initate to msn me wor....hahahah...anyway...my tat dEAr fren nv knw of this pLAce existence..n he wil nv knw..coz we seems so dRift since poLY days......

anYway...thks....jer....=)

i wan GO my COy Trip!!!!!....praY hard my boss fight for me can..its toally FOC..n iTS TW again...i wan go MY jay REst...i nv 4get tat....heheheeh....Cross my FIngers...hehehe

Hmmm........wo lei le..wo yan quan le.....y is it always me taking the effort to ask things etc..if i dun bother to sms,cal....they juz dun Bother.....whoever is reading..ask urself if u did tat to me...n if 1 day i ever changed le..i guess wil be due to this reason ba..even thoUgh i dun wan it to BE....

TO the SUm1(the SUm1 is nt refering to the SUM1 i usually mentioned...=p)....u have chanGEd so MUCH tat i amLST dun Recognise u.....make me feel like i m juz a pAsserBY....wat HAppeNEd..i aLSO duno....haiz.....maybe if time can turn bac wIL be GD....

i HAve nth to say le.....

PS: DO not promise or gif pple false hope if u dont have the intention to do so....the greatEr the Hope..the Bigger the disappOintment.....haiz...rushing accounts is already tiring..with the additional problems..i cant handle it well..i m nt working effiicently....oH no....haizzz.z......who Cares,,,,,,ONe cares abt me

depressed.....

2009-05-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm....die...i m nt recovering even after the CHat with MS?hahah..my Thoughts haven been straightened out.......

Hmmm.....worse...at work.....sum1 trying to push 1 rubBish job to me...so SICK rite..haizzz..i said no..i dun care..but have a BAd feeling will kana.....argh...so SHitty......whOle day busy with so many things....

2weeks more....n i wil knw if i wil be confirmed.......is i cant work well or is coz pple r nt teachiNG well???i wonders?but i do feel the environment dun suits me..haizzz....maybe afteralL..interest is more impt for a joB..isnt it?

bac to Personal....i shall wait n see......pple can treat me as transparent..totally hapPily Living their life..withoUT me...so y shld i bOTher..isnt it?hopefuLLy i can reallie do it.....

hmmm...quite SUprised 2day...after so busy..i checked My hP....received a sms.....suddenly gt pple msg Me sum nice comforting words...whiCH i nv expect frm tat person....watever it is....stil feel the drift n the Gap....argh..DUno..so lost....

i shaLL go zzz le.....long day ahead 2ml......

PS:BaD Mood...waN said me eMO or wat..but dis is jUZ me lo.....

kTV

2009-05-17T07:53:00.000-07:00

ok...I shaLL get My BloG aliVe ok.....stil have to wriTE here is beTTer.....hmmm..2day wenT ktv with MS n angela n her fren.......hahahha....all 2day like nt in gd condition wor...MS said his voice nt oPen..angela stil HanG over...muahahah..but i feeL they ARe sTIl proS lo.....=)

n Hmmm...i cant hit my si le dou yao ai...haizz..abit dishearted wor...dunO wat is Happening to me....>.<>
sianzz.....n then headed hm liao.....

oooo...last miN...wan eaT subway..with MS....hahah...this is my 1st time eatINg subWay with a freN wor...muahah..coz i always classify SUBway as expensive bread..=p

COokie...was nice...=)......

hmmmm...my tHoughts are in a mess now...thinking wat MS said....trying to understand n sort my thOughts out...hopefully can sort out my tHinking soon....=p....

sideTRack a Little...i m gng GENting soon..nw Malaysia gt H1n1!!!!haizz..so unlucky rite...celine was saying were we kana quarantine when we come bac..but my thinking was..it happened last fri..so all suspected case had already being take n quarantine wat..so shld be safe for this moment..i assume...pray hard......

Ps: i Happened to read sumwhere about sUm1 like suMthing....n i look carefuLLy..was a Gift i last Time gif...anywAY.....reallIe sianz wITh everYThing....

Nth realLIe mOtivates mE.....

to MS:i goT things to tel u...but i shaLL tel u when i c u ba..=p

RandoM EnTRy

2009-02-27T11:38:00.000-08:00

PS: if You find my ENTRY no sense..dOnt read...ahha..I m juZ sO bore....n emO right at the Moment...

Okie...I kNow mY Blog has Been DEad for monThs....hmmm..JUZ laZY to Blog ba.....or too ManY ThINgs taT HAppEned TAt i Dont EVEn waNA bLOG aBIT it....

Hmmm...CamE bac frOM HK.....was Not as FUn as ExPEcted...mAYbe thINgs too Ex..nth to BuY...didNT reaLLie miss HK other than Their DIm SUm Was GReat...ok...lazy to gIF detaiLs where I went.......

FinAlLy founD jOb le..stARting soOn...wooohOO...hahah...gT INcome le...muz start to Clear debts and slowLY save UP le..haha..is saVE for NExt TRip....muZ find RIghT PPle..shLD be askinG Gor ba...nExt year..stil LOng..shall see how......

2daY wATch MArley n Me...was a nice n funny show..n was veri sad when the end..the doG die....T_T after show went Hm.....there Goes my FRi...yawnzz...=X....nv expect TaT at all....

I m starTIng the iDea of gIving uP manY pple..die...die..dis is BAd....hahah..bUT guess Soon or latER i wil Execute it ba?or hoPEfully i reallie can do it.......

OH...and i cant stand 1 particular Fren...SUper SIckening....i am NOt as free as YOu tinK oK......watEveR it is.....IT Seems Tat You HAVe GIven UP on THe FrenSHip and NOT me......DOnt neeD to HAVe sarcastIC NiCk can...anYWay..even a Third PArtY feels That..so i DOnt tink is i too Sensitive.....

SucH a Coincidence ...SUch THIngs DO HappEned...=X

2009-01-31T11:06:00.000-08:00

Okie..wow....i m fiNalLY bac..its 2009 liao......OK..there are mANys Ups n DWns n i m JUZ lazy to Type la......

ANyway....i m bac here to bLog..coz its reallie such a coincidence....i was Reading Qc bLOg....n i came aCross....

"刚才在街上碰面，你假装没看到我。尽管我们互视彼此的那一瞬间。你转过头就离开了。我也明白你的意思。我只是另外一个路人。从朋友到路人，想不到是那么简单而已"

Hmm..immediately...flashback came bac to me ya....n i Hope dis nv ever hapPEns to me..It RealLie hURts..iTs Painful.....

ANyway..i aslo duNo y..i pASte tHis to SUm1....Telling SUm1 dis Phrase beri sad Hor...huh..n so QIao...Sumthing like dis Happened to SUm1 2day aslo...is it coincidence or wat?so then sum1 replied me bac with

"刚才在餐厅里碰面，你看似没看到我。我勉强的笑着，向你们挥手。但得到的，却只有不自在的眼神。你转过头那瞬间,我的心就如玻璃般的碎了。我明白你的意思。但我们之间，就真的没挽回的余地吗? 我们之前的友谊，难道不如刚相似的路人吗?"

So...whICh one u Feel is Better?...SH feels tat the 1st one is Nicer....i can understand Sum1 sadness but maybe the phrasing doesnt flow?

2day's been a Long day.....gng to zzz liao.....so BAd for my 1st entry in 2009 rite...ahah...doNT care...AnywaY..who Cares abT me...=p.....

FinaLLY GradUated!!!

2008-12-09T09:47:00.000-08:00

WoooHooo....Finally...i Graduated..i passed my final exams...wat a Relief....ehhehe....=)..to my suPrise my ethics i stil get a CR wor...as in..have a PA i haPPy liao.......nxt Yr can take The family photo with my sis le..ahahha....we r boTh Degree holders...its nth great in SPore i guess..but at least i supposed its abt time me n my sis can supPOrt my PArents le ba....

ANyway...Its been 2wks i nv bLOg le..hahah..i m juZ lazy ba...=X.....n cant FInd jObs..so sianz..but have kinda of gd nEws...wrkiNG Yu Tian dis SAt nite...n foLLow by 31 Dec 2008..working MediaCorpe Countdwn @ Marina Platform.....

Hmm..thks for every1 help..i m suprise i had hit the target of 80 manpower....ehhe...n events Up nxt yr is Jan 13 n feb 3.....whiCH is LAMC events..hmm..nt bad..at least now gt 1 more locations concert aslo gif me?hahah.....Hope all their events will be giVen to me...n it wil be woo hooo..ehehhe....

fOr a MomenT..dis SHld be a HapPy enTry ya...i m Lazy to Blog aBt my BirthDay ya..maybe when i have the Mood.....

Wake Up n Wake UP!!!

2008-11-23T11:03:00.000-08:00

ITS time i have to waKE up....i have been indulging in My own world..always Tinking oni....haizz...the 1st tHIng is the reality of my future job..no matter is my bank or events jobs..bOth r nt haviNg a GD start.....i have send my resumes out to BAnks but to no response...n for my EVents...i realise me n my grp of ushers have been replaced by others at max pavilion...i m short of 1 more opportunity....haizz....i have always thOught my UShers r gd...arent they...or is it we r too compleasant alreadY? i do not knw..the ushers i seem...they r pro active in apporachin pple..tats all..they r nt experience in controlling crowd...catchin video cams etc....me n my frenz r nt pro..but we r definetly better than them..n their image...no standarised uniform..wat the...i have no comments ya..maybe coz they r cheaper for hiring..where on the reality side..my ushers are always complaining pay r low..but pple r willing to wrk for 30 an event...

the 2nd thINg....maybe wat ah Kim said is rite...i shld have a grey area for my frenz ya....he said i m too extreme to the case either close or not close.....n on the way hm..i keep thinking....i m so lost....n when i read abT sumthing at suMwhere....it Juz Make me reaLise...hw close m i to the Person..i guESs nt even a closeness at all...maybe its juz all a 1 sided frenShip......

ah Kim also told me pple might nt treaT me imPT at all...pple might juz treaT me as normal fren leh....maybe this is juz the fact,the reality..juz tat i dont wana faCe it....

ARGh...its time to wake up n BUck up...i have to force myself to achieve greaT achievements in my carreers.....Hope everYthing will be over soOn...time to hibernate myself.....2ml is my 1st event...wrking with an overseas company..hOpe i dun screw up...=)

Fear of RejEction frOm mY frenz?

2008-11-21T10:19:00.000-08:00

hmmm...okie...2daY went to SHop wiTH jereMY..for whOle day...was tiring..help him CHoose his tshirt n jackets..ehheh..always be his image consultant....Muz charGe him consultation fee liao...=X...

Ok...anyWay...woooHooo....ANgela gt me a Pair of Tix to JJ siXology Concert dis SUn....definitely....PPle whu flashes to my mind is kassie,sh,Gh,celine....melvin,Sum1,ming seng.daniel,kIM long...so many..hahah..ultimately i of coz choose those JJ fanz 1st ya..coz i k brin oni 1.....so Kassie is nt freee coz dating..hahah..then SH exams ard the corner..so dun even nid to ask..n GH gt wedding dinner...n for celine..ahha..she like nt so siao JJ leh....although she like JJn she dun go out on sun!!....=p...so 4get it ya....melvin was in TW....so...Sum1 was the 1st i sms...hmm...even though i knew the ANs would be no..dunO y stil sms SUm1 ya...n i gt my ans beri late...n then was ming seng.....coz i realise he like JJ too....coz he sing JJ song..=p.....anyway..he dun wana go coz he gt many things to do.....n so i called daniel n kim long..end up was ah kim go with me...nt bad rite...i gt think of them de...hahah....

hmmm..there's 1 more clse fren tat i tHought of....hmmm...dunO y aslo....feel like asking..but coz of the fear of rejection..enD up i gif Up..maybe i duN have the courAge to FAce This frenSHip....is it Our frenshiP driFted so Much...or is it juZ nt IMpt....???is it AlwayS a Sry can coVer eVeryTHing....i was NT so emO..til Ytd..coz fiNDIng piX for Gor..n i searCH hiGh n low in every folder in my COmp...n i CAMe acRoss oUR PIX....hw I mIss ThE Times WHen We r CloSe....is It tat ppLE do CHange or i m CHanging???

i am WOndering hw LOng more B4 We wil mIt UP...n i even have this tinKIng..if i Stop taking the initiative..does it mean we r juz gnG to keep drifting......aLthough i dun wan this to be haPPening.but currently..it juz seems so......

PS: Y m i always havINg pple treAt me dis way...or i juz xiang tai duo?? T_T

Lee Hom----> MuSICMan 2008!!!

2008-11-17T20:56:00.000-08:00

Okie...fiNally..i nw haVE moOD to Blog abt Lee hOm conCert..hhehe..okie....SO Lee hom conCert is on 1st Nov 2008.. a Sat n it was dUring my ExAM PERIod!!!..ahaah.but no CHoice..i boUght the Tix during Sept..hehehe.....

I meT up witH melvin ard 5pm to go over indoor for dinner at Mushroom Pot...n me being so mountain tortoise..nv knew the mushroom pot was behind the loading Bay of indoor..ahhah..n i keep saying..have meh..y i always go there or wrk there..i have nv seen it.....so we reach ard 5 plus at indoor..n when pass by loading bay...many fanz were crowding there..n then i realise was...oh...LeEHOm coming out to pray wor..heheh...the standard procedures for all artist b4 a concert start....but too bad melvin dun wana wait..so we juz went to markan le..ehhe....

MushroOm pot was stil as nice as it is...standard nv drop..the last time i ate was 2 yrs agO with ah Gor...eheheh....the oni difference is now..they use PDAs to take order...eheh.....anyway...after dinner..we r stil early...n we went to leisure park n hang ard...n then went in ard 7.20..coz i wana c merchandise....nt much nice stuffs other than the tshirt n pendant..but pendant was way too ex...50 bucks..!!!

Melvin bought the tshirt..was nice..but i stil feel he shld buy M la..end up he went bac to change to L...mnuahahaha.....

ANyway...we finally gt settle dwn at our seaTs...n yesh..the view is damn Near..i Luv it..ehehh....n it was almst full hse.....wor....n it was High frm the stArt..unbelievable... His guitar was damn cool.....his costumes wise was simple..maybe is a guy ba..so cant be as nice as ah mei or sammi they all.....i manage to record all the SOngs i wanted..n was like...wow..hAPpy..gd quality n can c his faces one..indoor ushers r getting more n more slack...compare with our ushers at expo..mauahah..i tink we r better ya..=p.... oh..n sun yan zi n kit chan was there....n they were kinda discrete kind..but yanzi nv expect lee hom will interview her..ahhah..at end of the concert..the tawianese reporter stil said..yanzi...dui bu ji leh....nv inform u 1st..coz we wana have a special suprise for every1...

waah...we jUMp over at end of concert to find yanzi.too bad....she said cant take pix...melvin was so exicted...heheh...i feel was fun ya..jumping frm arena seaTs to premier ground...1st time did tat in my life....hehehe..ok..i tink is long enuf....i shall let the picture describe those who is reading ba...as they said...a picture speaks a thousand words....=)

Isn't it cool to be on tat space shuttle?
Different colors oF lee Hom..=p

Bday GreeTings frm every1

2008-11-13T08:05:00.000-08:00

okie...so morning after Ming Seng.....comes chunling and kellyn wishing me haPPy bday..then i goT a sms frm celine.....then out of suprise was hweeping..my ex collegues frm Music Junction...then was MElvin..haha..he realise is my bday..2day..=p....follow by Kassie....n Jacquline.....n Gor....msg me in tHE Noon........oh..and i aslo i received bday greetIngs frm my BMT Buddy too..so shOcked he remember..coz i realise his bday is 2ml...on the 14..mauhaahah........n Kelly sms me too..n her baby boI stil nt coming out..ahahha....

tHen was anGEla...heheh..2ml wil be ktving with her....n hmm...follow by anthony....n WEndy..my sis frenz...she remember it too..suprisely....then was eugene, shihui....n when i was having my dessert at demsye hill....sUM1 msg me..hahah...sum1 prove me wrg le.....n follow by GODma..ahhaha.....n when i gt hm..greeting frm ling xian n huixian n Jifang..heheh....n Lastly..my cousin..ZIxiang sms b4 my bday end..=p....

Thanks to every1 including those being mentioned in the previous entry..=p....

i tink i GoT my ans..isNT it???

2008-11-12T16:32:00.000-08:00

Hmmm...hahahha....okie...fiNally 2day is my BDAY!!!hahah..n the DEadline has end isnt it?hhah..okok..if i continue to decieve myself..maybe..there are stil so many hrs...as in..nw is 8.33am ba......

Ok...here goes the wishEs i get frm every1...frm the earliest is mr danIel wishin me super early happY bday..follow by ah BEn.....coz hes nw in field camp....and then.....was ah Kim......n the on dotz was MS chiNG chINg..n Weicheng!!! ah Ching took the effort to msg me rigHT on the dotE...n WC to bothered to calL me at 12 midnite..muahahah....hao You xin wor.....oh ya..n was nicholas msning with me..whu aslo greeted me..=p...then nw...is Mingseng..ahhah..when i said i 2ml celebrating my bday..but at least he greEt me a hAPpy bdaY ya....

TaTs all.....Pathetic me...aint I.....

Hmm..ya....so SUm1 is bAc...saw Sum1 online...so was like...oh u....u r bac....n hes reply was...nt free now...com gt problems...ahaha....i haVE gOt anS....bu shI ma...its defineTly nt in sum1 MInd abT my bdAY....i dUN even waN anY prEsent..But Juz a SImple WIsh...

Juz Have to Face realitY ba...dis yr Seems to be my WOrst bdAY...hahah....all My frenz r nt Ard..maybe all r buSY with own wrk/studies/life.....eTc.....

I m actually rotting at hM Ytd alone..til now.....or even later..ONi til nite then Miting Gor....

WHAt a BORING bdaY!!!!yaWnzzzz....sObzzzzz

Exams is Over?NO more Exams or I nid to REPEat

2008-11-11T02:47:00.000-08:00

fInallY...my exams are over......the initial tHought was...weee....graduated...i m Free frm stUDies.....haizz..but the reality dragS me bac...i m NT....2 of mY papers were difFiCult......I m nt gNG to gradUate...i canT lOOk for jOB nw...i am hit by Reality..m i reallie goiNg to get a 1.6k or even LEsser jobs...haizz......

There is 3weEks more to the reality..but i doubt it wil Change..i m totAlly nt in Mood to enJoY.even thougH my BDay is coming..haizz..n aslO...i camE to reaLise tat...whU careS abT my bDay.....nt even 1 bOthers....i m 4ever the least impt in every of my frenz heart ba...tats wat i feel.....

PS: ALone at hm aiNT feeliNg good lo......

8 more days to mY bday

2008-11-05T10:07:00.000-08:00

TIme flies....5 more days my exams end..but i aint exicted at all.....i fear the day that results release...i m so nt confident of passing n my future..wat i planned..all wil be messy....haiz......

RIght nw shld be mUGging..but jUZ canT get Those Fp STUFFS INtO my BRain..argH...jIUmINg ah.....

MayBE my Mood JUz nw riTE ba....my bdaY is coming soOn..i m nt exciTED too..coz seems like No ones Cares..so hard to plaN.....dunO wat to do too..haizzzz.....n suM of my GD frenz....stiL nt sure Free AnoT...when I heard liaO..i feLT saD..maybe to them BDay is nTH ba.....n one of thEM even had a small arguement with Me over sum THings relating to mY bDAy..end Up..i dun Wana fORce it...scare thIngs will tURN bad...juz have AccePt the fATe ba...haizzzzz

PS: whY izzit My frenSHip with u....seems drifted to the mAX le....but THeres stil a tiny LittLE hope in ME that it wiLL Change..but it does not seeMS so....is IT alWays a SOrry....frOM u...that keeP me pending for more hOPe...all the tHIngs tat Happened juz mAKe me Feel....so SO SAd n disaPPointed......thIS feeliNG is worse than hOW sum1 treATs me....arGH....

eh..i muz sTOp emO..bac to stUDies...after exam tat THink..muz JIAYOU!!!

NXt entry wil be LEE hOM coNCERT ba...ehheeh..muz tink of hAPPy tHIngs to CHeer me up...

8 Oct n the Count dwn starts to My bDAy

2008-10-07T11:22:00.000-07:00

Time flies ya....ah mei concert is over...i have Pass the AUD to SUm1 le....n nw is 8 OCt le.....suM1 gona Fly in 9 hrs time.....hhahah.....so the COuntdwn starts.....til my BDay..n i shAll get the anS le......oh ya....

n 2daY chING suDDenLY sAId me...Y i bOthered so Much.......she DUn underStand me...haha...me..myself...dun underStand too....Maybe I juZ dun Wan THings to enD in a BAd State ba..i Dun waNA C repEAts of my tat sec frenzz...tat is the worse enDIng i EVer had.....

And then waS ah BEn...he aslo Said tat if were HIm...he woNt bOThered lo...he dun understand too..n no COmments...hahah..=X....2 person le....n was Christopher..the 3rd one wHU encourage me...but he tolD me thE truTH tat HE wouLD haCK aslo....hahaha...... I m so LOst...maybe i shouLD gif up?or do wat Christopher told me..juz Follow my hEart....

i M realLIe too tired of doing so muCH for a FreNship le.....n even my couSIn....ZIxiang..juz in case sum of u dunO i have a cousin..i do have a same age cousin lo!!!especially to MS KASsie....ahhaah...okok..bac to main tOPic..he aslo said no matter for frenship or relationshIP..it takes 2 hands to clap..his 1 yr 9mths bmt buddy can juz become strangers with him coz of SOC results..tats even worse rite..ahahah...okie...his pt is tat his frenz is angry with him..n whenever he msg or contact his frenz..his frenz dun boTher...but when the fren wana find him..he wil msg my cousin.wat a weird guy rite.....so...c the pT..it takes 2 hands to cLAP.....

Okie....i shALl STop Here..COz SH wana PLay mAPle..i shaLL divert my attention awhILE ba....

PS: 36 Days to my BDay...wHich is ASLo the day huh..we shAll c.....=X.......

Maybe i shld reALLie fly to find RObin n hiDe..ahahh..=X

FlashbAck from Sec to Poly to PResent

2008-10-01T11:52:00.000-07:00

hmmm....this few days havent been studyINg at ALL....n staYIng up Late juz Tinking of My life.....n the frenz ard me....hmmm...lets start from sec schl ba.....

eh..during sec......of coz i have my sec frenz kas,gh,ching,sh n josh n ting..but all of us become clse oni after we left qtss except for Kas....aka potato queen...=X.....hmmm...ok..so bac to main pt....i was nv clse with mst of my clsmates in 3D....other than....one buddy name faVian......hmmm..a unique name rite....way bac them...was so clse....study 2gether...seat beside each other....wait for each other after CCa tat kind....realLIe no nid wori no one pei me wor...ahahaha....but it seems tat i m being use..maybe hes clse with me coz of tat bitch he like....anyway...when the bitch broke up with him....our frenship aslo ended....i cant believe tat.....

n u knw wat...we r stil in the same cls for 2 yrs....hw to survive....it was so heartbroken when ur buddy...walk pass u....n he totally treaT me as TRANSPARENT!!!! i waS so SAd at THat MoMent..anyway....after so many yrs..nw i found him again through facebOOk..i emailed him..with a little hope maybe things can be better..maybe we k be frenz again..but he ignored my email at all.....i cant believe tat..but life goes on..juz suddenly sad abT it....

hmmm......nw shall moVe on to mY poLY life.....as usual..1st sem was nt clse with any1....n 2nd sem.....gt to knw anOTher buddy....jeremy....a nice friendly chap...super socialable guy...walk to anywhere in schl aslo gt pple said HI to him de....anyway...also clse with him.....play MUONline 2gether...study 2gether,,,do project 2gether..n hes 4ever so smart..nv study..stil score so well....oh ya..n help him chase a gal...hahaha..like so fun rite....helP him called the Gal dwn..gif suprises...ahahah......anyway...he gt attached with tat gal......so i always light bulb..but i cant always do tat ah..so time goes..we drift too....hahah..anOther sad case rite......n the worse thINg...did he ever treaT me as his buDDy..i nv knw...mayBE hes juz tat kind of person tat DUn bOther ba.....n k u imagine..hes of one my closest fren tat i brin hm...we eat DInner with my famIly..ma chiam like his own hse....its gd to have such clse fren rite...imagine hw many of ur clse frenz knw ur family members..maybe coz of his outgoing character....hes nt sHY ba..ahahah....

PS: it took SH,kas,that whOLE gang quite a while to be familiar wiTH my familY..even they come my hse..mst of the time hide in my rm...=p.....

okie..i shall end here..i tink write too long n borin here..nt in right state to continue..coz the PResent is the worse then dis 2...or maybe i m juz tinking too mUch..i nid A REst....

I so sick of doing so much yet unappreciated...lOST SOUL.....

Theres meaning to the blue n yellow tat i use de...juz help myself remember in any case i ever 4get..blue is defintely jer flavour color....yellow shld be my sec fren favourite color..it seems to vade off in my mind..=X

Painted SKin

2008-09-27T10:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm.....okok...dun let my readers be bore..ahhah..heres a cheerful one..last THur...nite..i went to cut hair....n went to MEet Gor......to watCH paiNTed SKin .........actually quite excited abt the mOive...but end up was nOrmal nia...ahahaha..

ANyway...have a great DInner.....thks to Gor..heheh...we atE jaCKs pLAce...yummY YUmmy..but the portion decrease..my clayfish was like a super baby lobster lo..wth..ahahah....

oh ya..n we shOp ard..n saw the emperior Armani specs...aahha....GOr said the 1st amani specs tat i like beri kiddish..n tried the other one..indeed was beri nice....n i realli e like it alot..but cost 240 wor...with my status of no income i cant anyhw spend le...shall c hw ba....ahhaahah....

WHen mOIve ends..its 11 plus..we realise we cant link by to sunteC...ahha...n me n Gor walk 1 biG round bac to suntec lo...n we took a nice...pix..=p...c below.....

So long nv take pIX with Gor le..dis is nt bad rite..we aCTing CuTe...=X

Tats all for my Thur..n nxt day.....is my Last day in OFfice le......

I shall blog it nxt time ba

disAppOinted?anGRy?

2008-09-27T10:17:00.000-07:00

wah LIEw....damn pek chek la.....nv in my life...any of my frenz treaTEd me this way la....whU will like pple to hang up when you call them? yesh..if u hang up with reason busy...i k understand.....

but but...Sum1 actually HANG UP my CAll for nO reasON..jzu nO moOD....hey..wat attitude is tat...here i m trying to do my part n organise for SUM1 n the grp oF frenz a outing...n yet....all so uncooperative....you all tink is easy to orgaNISe an Outing.....then u all try.....

I suDDenly feel so sianz in organising tat Activity.....n even have the Thought of nT gng....i stiL have to Compromise coz SUm1 dun like eaTIng Ex food.....nt i dun like Ex food..but sumtimes is the service n quality tat U get to enJOy wat.....i duNO hw i m gng to behAVe on tat daY..hOPe my bad Temper dun Activate ba....=X......

PS: DId i ask for too MUCh in a FrenSHip?or m i juz stUpid in PUtting so much to care for every1 ard me?but WHu ever CAres abT me.....haizz....it seems tat my frenSHip with sum1 is the 2nd frenshIP i start to have the tHought of giving up n duN care ANymore.....its bad.....haizzzzz

GuOhai bday

2008-09-20T11:43:00.001-07:00

oh..last wk was GH bday...we celebrating last sat...went to CHIJMES n markan......n the SUN moon restaurant..pple was saying nice..but nt nice leh..or coz we nv eat sashimi ba...n then went to KTV lo.....but CHing was nT ard...ahahha...hmmm....n tiL nw..haven GIf GH his BDAy present wor..wahahahh..=X......kinda guilty wor..n GH nv ask for it too...bOught a nice dark choc cake..but it was hard leh..dunO izzit coz nv eat freshly...the cake is ex..ok....,36 for 500g..aahha......hmmmm.......tat day nv take much pix too..sadded..but anyway...grow fat le..better dun take so many..=X....... blog til nw ba....not reallIE gD mood...argUE with sum1 the issues of hw we look at frenzz...n sum1 was commenting y i look companionshiP so IMPT!!but my pt is nt aBT COmpanIonSHIP...argh..nvM..i go SLp le.....tink SuMMore...i mIght be droPPing TEars le......

PS: i Emo is coZ of every1..........ard me...nt sum1...GETting my pt wrg...ahahah.....n i tinK if MS read dis few entries..he sure blur ba..so i make it obvious too...like wat he did..ahahah....provided he is free to read lo...muahahh....

SuCky week

2008-09-20T11:34:00.000-07:00

WHat A Sucky week......Fri nite wana find pple pei me eat..aslo nO one...saT was alsO...ONly til beri lASt min..met ERnest up....for dinner n JP n let him interview me...so k help him with hiS project.....he seems so so so bUSY at SMU...m i clse with Ernest?hahaah..i dunO...but it has been ages since I met him......but hes a NICE guy la...at least pei me eaT dinner..hahaha..

MY OB pro

2008-09-20T11:19:00.000-07:00

hmmm...2day when i attend lessons then i knew from my classmate tat OB individual results is out!!!i was so wori...knwin i wont score well...but to my suprise..when i got hm n CHeck...tang dang....my result was 16/25....i was sO happy even though is a Credit oNi...coz the highest was 18 leh...heheh....

PS: Thks to SUM1 for editing for report...enhancing my english.......mY enGlish reallie SUX..alThouGH Sum1 claIM tat it was of not mUCH help n 16 nia..i -.-...but i m Happy...tats for this entry i m haPPy

Mood Now...BAD...BADbad.......

I m Bac...

2008-09-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

wow...Time flies.....ahah..nw is Sept le.....so manY thINgs haVE hapPEned...n i JUZ duN wanA BloG coz sum pple have access to here...anyway.....canT waIT for Sept to eNd man..then i m a FULL time STudent..wahahah..wrking is so sianzz...n studyiNG too..i m left with 3 grp proJects..arGH..last sem Le...muz jiAYou...but i m super SLack la.......

Saw Jetstar gt pROMOS to HK sia..wana go but nO pple pei me..haizzz...so sianzz...nw hope tat slut n da niao k make it..mauhaahh...whICh chances r low..n if i go..i have to Sell my ah MEi tix...oh...i m freaking crazy abt concert man..i bought AH MEi n LEe hOM concert....cant wait for it..n nw i m keen to go for ANdy lau..if i continues to go..i wil be BROke man.....

PS: Sum1 is again saying y i buy Moon cake...hmm..is like.....once a YR ah..n is 1st time..luckIly sUm1 find it nice...of coz nice la..Raffles HOtel leh..n i sold one box to agnEs...seeing her so desperately wan to buy...too Bad for one of my gd fren..cant get...coz he choose to forgo it de....althouGh agnes ask me shld have gave it to the gd fren....

JuLY gd frenz bDAy...

2008-06-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

hMMmm.....so Fast itS juLY...i have came bac frm Jap like almst 1mth le...n i have nv realLIE rest!!!!!anyway.....JUly is CoMIng..so ManY pple bday COming....famiLy wil be my SIs...n my GOdma....hmm..for frenz wil be SUm1 n an DOnG ni....aNyway..aiya..boTh pple r super DUper Busy ppLe..haha.or mayBe they Have manY mANY frenz ba..anyway...then i duNO hw to helP them CelebratE le..or even GIf suprises le....hmmm...mayBE they even NID me to celebrate ba...=X....i m juZ so sO negatIve thINking nw.......hmmm....all the ideas in my mInd juz bECome blaNK le..shld i proceeD n do wat i initally wantEd to do...or juz dun do le..scare do liao...become waste of effort..wat IF they r nT free...haizz..but aLSo cant Force PPle to MIT de ah....so so so siANzzzzz....hmmm....n 2ml bac to wrk..MON bLUEs!!..sianz ah..ok..i better try to stOP my emO..if nt i 2ml go wrk..sure emO again..haizzzzz.....

PS: i alWAYs treaT pPle i feel as gd Frenzzzz...but do they?i do NOt KNow....oNI they know..cORreCt me if i m wrg...ahhaha....=X......

Sec sCHl gaTHering

2008-06-29T07:57:00.000-07:00

hahah...ytd nite..met up WIth sh n ah ting n GH for kTv....n then..we went lao pa sa eat.......wow..we reaLLIe mit 6 mths after 31 Dec 2007..OMG..can u believe its tat long b4 we 4 gatHEr again......anyway..the satay was nice....but sting ray was small n nt nice..yawnzz..n then..as we walk to my HSe!!hahaah...tinK wantEd to walK to redhIll..but tire le...anyway...ytd was sianz....alaso..i actually had to go bac n wrk..k u believe that???i m wrking n wrking n wrking...hao nO life wor..haizzzz.........

PS: is it ok for frenz nt to always mit?i k mit JF/eugeNe etc like a few mths or even longer than 6mths,.i cant believe that can maintain closeness...i m loST...dunO...nt oNI applies to JF..but Others toO...

the Yamaharians Gathering agAin

2008-06-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

2day mEEt up WIth chiNG n Wy...ahahh...same programme as usual....mit up to markan..n then went sumwhere to drinK kOpi..ahahah...n as usual...my dear ms ching n wy always late..i waited 30mins!!!..i wana faiNT le...hahah...n 2daY then i found OUt tat Wy is so kind soul..anOther joShua...=p.....shld intro them to knw eaCH other man..=X...ahahahah..anwAy...went to burberry @ paragON..wow..gt 40% off wor..ahha..but al nt nice de....then came hm le...we juz tok aloT......so soON...2ml is mON again..argh.zzzz..sianzzzzz

my jAP trip 1st day

2008-06-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

JApan was so so so beautiful...went to central japan..went to osaka, nara deer park..todaji temple.....universal studio for the 1st day.........i touched dwn in 1jun morning at osaka airport..my tour grp was big..mainly families..ahahha...but gt 1 ah beng family..cant stand there..eeee..c liao aslo wana vOmit....si lok kok..lao ah beng n ah lian......anyway..i wil put sum pix for my biggest fan....ah CHING....wahhahahaa......n may SH ba...hahaha...

me n Gor at oSAka airport

me at nara deer park..they looks cute but smelly..=X

off i head to todaji temple...looks so majestic....look below....

n fiNally head to my favOurite theme park...UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!

Ps: to BE continued....loading of pix is slow n i m tire..ahahah...anyway...tat day the last destination is OSaka castLE..ok...below wil be the last piX....=p

ORD LO

2008-06-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

okok..kinda back date...abit...hahah..ok..i ord on 1 jun....whICh on tat day i reach JAPAn!!!!..n i was at osaka..ahaha..anyway..get to collect my IC on 30 may 08..but then...no one was in camp..n i m the oni one getTIn IC..ahahah....went bac..saw QC n ah ben lo..n ssg billy.....n the one i cant stand mst...s3...eeee...hes 4ever so scarcarstic....but i dun care..ahah..tink i spell wrgly le..=X oh ya..n s1 nt ard.....KL nt ard..xu kuai also....anyway..i nv even bother to tok to my rp...other than alex..wahhaha....tink none of u will knw who he is other than my fu lu shou..=p

ok...then went with lunch with qc,chief clerk n mark for lunch..b4 rushin off to party world at orchard with angela for a ktv..she sing so pro la..haha..oni 2 of us..coz no kahkihs...then valerie fetch us to wrk..n its dora the exPLORER AGAIN..AHHAAH........

Busy wk

2008-05-31T05:42:00.000-07:00

oK..been reaLLIe bUSY dis whOLe wk..basically every is dora the Explorer...ahah..everyday.."tip toe, tip toe, tip toe to the treasure CHest..." and it goes on repeatIN...is in my mind eveyday..wahha..anyway.....thur met up with SUm1.....went to watCH maDE of Honour...was NICe wor.....n toucHIN show...so xin suan at certain parts..ahahh....n fInally DOra has end...n i m flying to japan in like 4 hrs time..ahaha...but nt as exicted as my 1st trip to TW..izzit coz i m too tire frm wrking everyday...i dO nOt knw..anyway....ahah..received bon voyage kinds of msg frm QC KL n Jeremy and sum of my frenz....was feeLing..at least you xin ba.....oh ya..i saID sUM1 no xin..sUM1 argued bac...GOt lo...n pushED aWAY others apPOintment coz OF me...lol..anyway...ya..but SUm1 stil DUN remembEr my BDAY..whahah..i mean WHoever is reaDIng here shLD knw mE well enuF la..huh....i ExpecT MY gd fren to remember my BDAY de..ahah...ok..anyway..wil udpate sum pIX by request of MS CHING CHING..whhhaa...who is my fan of dis bLOg hor..=X..whahah..juz kIdding la.....

SaILI,HuQI,me n ABeely.....

Priates pig and dora n the Monkey...

oh...ABeely SAW zhen hao Nan..the guy whu acted in my date with VAmpire 3 as ren wang fu xi de...ahaha..i c liao...so exicted..a HK artist leh...in dis lousy kids event..anyway...end up stil dun dare to take pix with him.wasted rite...al my ushers agreed tat hes handsome..n hes beri muscualr..so da zhi..ahahah......ok i shall end my blOG here.wana go rest b4 i fly off le....

PS: HoPE i BUY alOT of Things BAc frM the TRip...../

ANGELA CONCert

2008-05-26T11:47:00.000-07:00

aRGH!!!i m aCtuaLLy gnG to mISS the anGELA zHANg cONCert on 1jUN..i cant BElieve...tat..i m stil so looking forward to it..when its nt our event...nw it is le..i have to miss it..so so so SAD......y y y...nvm...HOpe jAPan wil let ME 4geT abt it..whahaha...n eXAms reSUlts gOna be out SOon..Hope i reAllie clEAr all MODules if nt i die man..hiazzzzz....n is out when i m in jAPan..shld i check..or i cum bac then CHeck..i do noT knw....dare NT tinK aslo.....>.
PS: m GettINg slPY le..shalL stOP here ba..........

MAhJOng wiTH kAS n KL n BEn n QC

2008-05-26T11:39:00.000-07:00

heheh..can u believe tat....KAs n my Army gd frenz al MahjONg 2gether..whahah..was qUIte fun la..ahahaah....2day basically was roting at hm....til i went to hOspital n tHen mit QC n Ah BEN for lUNCH..n wanted to ask them go ZHOU kitChen de..but LOK kok la...fly me aeroplane..end up..we were at XIng Wang...lUcky 2days luNCh was stil nt bad..hahah..n tHen i WENt hm n slP..til evenING n WenT to COllect moNey and met kas tO pass hER HEORES V cd...coz she was too bore...wahahh..anyway...half way..ah ben called me..so i psycho them to play MAhjong since kas aslo wana PLay..wahaha...

ReCently juz EMo all mY Frenz aRD me ba.....r all of theM drIFting or wat....suMtimes i feel if the OTHEr fren dun care..it wiL be useless no matter wat i do ah..it takes 2 hands to clap u knw.....haizzzzzz

PS: was REALLie Glad tat i knw ah ben n lok kok n qc DUring my nS life...wil nv 4get them evEN thOUgh i knw they lIke to disturb me...=X.....

ps: suM1 MSg me agaIN n nW shld be on way BAc to SPore le ba....hmmm...anyWAy..woNT get to C him ba..coz when sum1's bac..guess WOnt have tIME to Mit me...n i wil Be flYIng off to jAPan le...shall c hw thINgs goeS ba....

DORa tHE eXploRer

2008-05-26T11:33:00.000-07:00

DORA the EXplorer...one of the kids event tat i m wrking....hmmm....was nt as nice as Hi 5 and bob the buiLDer......but an easy jOB..seriously al the characters r nt cute lo..other than the baby jaguar...ahhaha.....n was boriNG.....oh..n saw lye yi ling...quiTE pretTY wor..tempted to take pix with her..but guess too OLd le..end UP go approached her n take...LOL...=X...aslSo SAw THE MP aka MS sINgapore..duNO her name....was quite preTTy ba..but sum of my frenz said she nt pretty..but she sure is a laDy with brains n Looks......

AFter Dora weNT to watCH IRonman..hmmm..nt as niCE as waT pple said leh..n in the begInning i k Fell Aslp wor..ehheeh....MAybe i too Tire le...ba.....

hmmm...til NW stil gt No news frm barclays..shld i go apPLY job AT HP..n k wrk with SElina..whahah...but pay kinda low..hw hw hw??i aslo DUno...hmnmmmmm.....

pS: DOra wil be a 1 wk event...ahha..2ml nite wil wrk agaIN le.....yawNZ...ehhehe...

OH!!!n finAlLY my JAPAN trIP is GETtin nearer n nearer...
i m so eXcited..n i m gng to ORD LO!!!..wahhaa..in 3 days time...fiNAlly man.....

PrograMME of 2dAY...UPS n DWn...

2008-05-22T09:27:00.001-07:00

hmM....okie.....morning went bac to CAMp..to do ORD FFi..so HAPpy..finaLLy my Turn...ask me go so early..end up waiting til 11am...nvm..anyway..i slack ard ATC toKIng to CPT Luo n SSg SHankar...they r nice coMMAnders n then slack at S1 branch til 11am.....yipee..n finish my checKUp in 10 mins..so lookIng FOrward to mIt sELina n Jer...afTER like 6mths nv mIT them

WE went to SuSHi teh..n FOod was nICe...so so yuMMy...fEels like 3 of us bac to the time we were in POly..so miss the 2 of them....but u knw...we r drifted..tats wat i cfm knw..or maybe every1 is juz busy ba..especially when the 2 of them r so bUsy....anyway...Jer said he wil 4get us....so so so bad..rite....ahha..i appears to be OK..but whOever is reaDINg dis blOG..shld knw me de ah...i so eMO de....of coz i wonT wan him 4GEt the 2 of us la....we r like so clse in pOLy n nw becum so drift..haiz...theres nth i k do ba.....n he cant even be 4Geting her la.....shes his 1st leh...tats my PoinT of vIew......n then jER pei me go JE take my COntacts..lUcky gt Him..if nt wil bORE to dEAth....but halfway..he tHrow me aloNE le..coz he wana go hm n rest....n i was wandering ard JE like a wandering SOul..haizzzzzz

Oh...n then i Met up with MArk..Gor's financial planner...hmmm..was a nice guy....knw hw to do biz ba..ahah..was comfortable tokIng to him...ya..he told me al the financial stuff..but stil....i dun have any income currently..but feel....yeah..shld do sum plannINg..wil seeek him when i have income ba....

then was Miting qc n KL tiME....was HELping KL find nice black shOE...ehhe..weNT to eat n then....shOp ard..was fuN ya..n found a nice shOE for him..but quite ex wor...90..i myself wantEd get one..but so broke le..haizzz....suMTimEs feel tat juz waNA treAT my fren gd..but they like to distURb me..but itS Always nice to knw them...2day was so fun filled day of evENt for me....

til til til nw...DuNO y i m so eMO at dis pT of TIme..tat i feEL like Crying...feel so sAd..even tokIng to Qc doeSnt hELp...lOOking at the 2 ding dangs is usEleSs....is I too Dependent on tat PErson liao...or wat...we seems to have drift so much..so so much til i DUno wat to said?....nan Dao wo men yao bian chen zuo shou xi de mo shen ren ma????? 1st tiME hear tat monotoneless frm taT persON...so quiet til the COnversation is so QUiet...m i too bad as a FREn...or juz tat time RealLIes DIrfts uS AwaY?

ARgH wat SHld i Do.....haiZZZzzzz.....T_T....

PS: at Least i gt A SmS frm SUm1...aFTER like 2wkS or sumHw..anyway....tat PERson n SUm1 bOTh duN Have my heARt ba...or maYBE i m ALwAYS the LEaST imPT in all My FreNS hEART....>.<

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2008-05-18T11:09:00.000-07:00

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This soNG is juz so SO so NIce..n i keep hearing on the pian zou qu....the new show on chl 8...so nice la...hOPE u al wil listen to dis song..ahha..anyway..oni a few read my Blog..n ah gOR..k reaD my bLOg le..its ALIVE...wahahaha...=p...

BAc!!

2008-05-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

Ok...i m FInaLLy bac here..after 2 mths Gone...ehehe...hmmm..finaLLy gng to ORD liao..cant wait for it n i can fly to JAPAn with GOR!!!!..ehheeh...

Hmm....life was uPS n dwN for me in dis 2mths...exAM is CMI..hOpe k pass...if nt i sure die..haizz....oh...i bouGHT a new hP..hope is gd...ehheeh.....n 2day went to buy POtatO bday present...buy so much cosmetic proDUcts..ahah..i alsO dunO..al uP to CHIng ba....=p...

then had a run to mount faber to locate the new bridge with Weicheng..wahaha....n guESs waT..we saw a rich tai tai aunTie....she asked us hw lOng the bridge..blah blah..n when we walK off..a beri young gd looking fit guy appRoached her..ahah..me n wc guessing..tat muz be his sugar mUMmy..ahhaa...so weird la..to c tat..anyway..tat bridge was nice..n wiNDY..k go there emo...whahaa.a..=X......

Ps: hope my interview turns out gd.....

Guard duty ytd

2008-02-24T06:25:00.000-08:00

ahah..after gng out with an dong ni n slping late..i reallie overslp on bus..wth man..n i have to take the bus bac..lucky i overshot by 1 stop oni..n wtF..tat bloody bastard alvin k slp 24hrs..whole day....go n FUCK off man...bastard..so i oni tok to kim long lo...whu is the STC junior..ahah...

n we went for dim sum 2day morning...oMG..hong xing tea hse was so long queue...we queued for at least 30mins b4 our turn...went with BOB,da niao n zong hua...an dong ni lazy to wake up..pig..=X n QC was duty clerk....the 5 of us..we ate aloT man..n it ends up yto 136..wow..so ex hor..but we til beri happY...ahaha....n then kim long have to go teach tution le..whereas the rest of us pei da niao..n he brought uS to above CK at chinatown...n a vcd shOP..so uncle..de..al old pple there..ahah..gt many china products dvd....he claimed tat was cheap...ya..was cheap but package nt nice..dunO da nIAO so UNcle de..waahah..=X....n then ard 1 plus when we abt to leave...he juz reallie ran off...i was like..diaoz..he beri mean leh..n leave zong hua alone to go bac..actually can go hm 2gether ma..da niao is lazy la..zh wan go bugis de..ahah..tink maybe da niao tired ba....n me stil early..so i pei bob take train til..dobby but i overshot again..die man..dis 2 days keep overshot bustop or train stops..ahaha....

Ps: was FUn EAtIng witH them.....but ex..=p....n da niao..so mean de..always dun ans my call n reply my msg..wth man...al STCs guys always treaT me bad de..ahahaah... jzu have to get use to it ba...oh no..i haven get my pix..al in zh hp,,,sad...ahaha.....i m gettIn slpy le...

bad wk

2008-02-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

dis whOLe wk have been quiTE bad......thur midnite i gOtta take over at 0430..wtf man..n i do duty til 1800 when other pple juz go for MSER run n k fall out..tat fucker S3..makes us train every wk..n when the actual run came..asked us nt to go..n ask guards go there guard bags..so lame la..n boho also kelian...do duty liao..cant rest have to go there do stupid things......

n so on fri nite..arranged to meet An DOng nI....supposedly to have dinner..ahha.he last min watch moive with his junior..which i dun like..n he ask me if i mind..i replied i mind wor...=X..but reallie la..pple whu knw me de..knw..if i said i dun mind..i go out de hua...wil be heng bu kai xing ah....anyway..end up..i dunO hw he turn him dwn..n he pei me for dinner lo...then we went to far east n eat n he shOp for his dancing costumes..ahha...he wears black..reallie look skINny...n then nth to do le..so i said catch mOive or KTV..but he dun wan ktv coz too late he said cab ex..n at 1st...jumper was selling fast..end up we loitter ard town til nth to do...but in the end we stil catch jUMper at 9.55pm n we were seatIN at the 1st ROW!....ahah..we bOth feel sO SO oni wor...n we went to catch last hm...n boTH us having to wake up early on sat..he gt his dance performance when i get my guard duty....

when i get hm..i stil watch my d.grayman n bleach b4 i went to slp...hehe..coz i dun wana waste my time!!!

My CHEMcial Defense...

2008-02-24T06:14:00.000-08:00

oH....mON n tue was my chemcial defense....1st day was quite slack n mit up with jer for lunch coz i was at 2pdf...the food there nt nice de....n tat day jie was already in vietnam n pa n ma went malaysia..i was alone at hm..dun like the feeling on mon..so i juz sleep super early..coz was tired...2nd day...the real chemical defense..i kana the tear gas when i was changing the incarnistor..duno hw to spell..i 4get to stop breathing n clse my eyes..ahaha..n shit..i was tearing...n when it ends...at 1st..it was irritating n itchy,..like bitting my face...then went bac camp...fucker RSM gave kenny off but dun let me n alvin go off..wtf man..i spend half day rotting in camp..ah..he juz sux....have to bear with abit more n i ORD lo....

Prepration for my ORd TRIp n KL bday present

2008-02-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

LAst suN...meet up wiTH zOng hUa and wenT to ASA tour fair....n asked...hmm..found out tat japan was nt reallie tat hot wor..during june..they told me is 20-25 degree...i kinda doubt...coz wendy's fren is a JAL air stewardess ma...anyway..the price was ard 2k..duNO is witHin gor budget...but stil have to wait for natas fair..juz have to start sourcing ba.....n compare....waited for quite long....then end up went to marina n eat waraku n then we shop ard..n managed to get KAH lOK bday present....a cute tshirt frm NEWBIE...beri cute Ts....where i guess iS his style ba...then headed to my hse..to get my stuffs n bOOk in..hmm.....actually dun wan bk In de..but since zongHU pei me le..is bad to leave him bOok in alone..n tat nite bOok in then realise is KL duty clerk..ahaha....n went bac to bunk with me n qc n ben n kok wei....kok wei kana SOL...7 days..but i find he was gd life coz he can go bac bunk n slp..with us..at least better then stuck in camp for reallie 7 days....

PS: too Long nv update le..so nw have to juz back date al the events..so tiring...

Valentines DAy

2008-02-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

oh..haha..i actually 4geT to post abT my VDAy..ahah..hmm...tink is funny or fun..spend V day with Kah lok,Qi cai n benedict...is supposely...Vday tat nite.,..when vday ends....is Tian gOng bday..whICh is also Kah Lok lunar bday..ahaha...anyway....we brouGHT KL to bian fu n eat raman since none of them could decide wat to eat..n me n QC wantEd to buy a pandan cake for him n disturb him..n said tat is his bday cake,..but he dun wan..oh ya..its was freaking long queue...when we wana go eat the la mian..ahaha....n so...me n QC managed to get a chocolate cake frm bengawan..n ahem..ahah..we goT a Love shape cake coz is small size..n QC actually thought the other Vcake is smaller than the 1st one we saw..where in the actual fact..al is the same..ahaha..=X...anyway..was weird of 2 guys in army uniform buying tat..ahha...anyway...we ate til 10 n they ahead to bunk n i rush hm n get ready to bai tian gong..was a long day...coz stay til 12 plus to pray.....no fotos of KL they al..coz they dun like to take pix..sob sob.....hope kah lok like the suprise tat we remembered his lunar bday..ahaha..

9th day of CNy

2008-02-24T05:52:00.000-08:00

hmmm....after the long cny break..was bac to camp..n finally is fri...9th day of cNY...arranged to mit up with gor, ching and weiyin..n as usual...al late sia..i diaoz...i stil rush my way hm...n the 2 smarties gor n ching..dun wana pick up my fone la...end up queuing hrs for a yu sheng at heeren....wheres theres sakae at TIONG!!...anyway....stil muz thks them for having the patience to wait..so we lao yu sheng 1st n then gor n ching ate their dinner and we procceded to plAY mahJong....i feel tat weiyin deck,suppoesd was gd..juz tat she sumtimes blur til duNO hw to game....wasted man....as for me..starting my luck was nt gd,,,oni til the end..then i keep winning..hehe...did nt play long...coz weiyin wana catch last train..so me n gor went to Watch Death Note: L change the World..hmm..was nt reallie tat interestin..feel it kinda went out of topic...then when i reach hm..ard 3plus in the morning..saw papa..ahaha..where me n gor stil taking pix at my hse dwnstairs..ahaha..=p....

Ps: Its been a LOng time since i meet up with the 3 of them..ehehe...=)

1st n 2nd day of CNY

2008-02-08T09:12:00.000-08:00

dis yr CNY was so Boring...on the 1st day..was aBit different..mum's godson n his wife came to bai nian.....so we wait til ard 11 plus then leave hm..if nt as usual..mummy willl be so kiasu wana leave hse early....so as usual..went to dad's elder bro hse 1st......so qiao..reach as the same time as my eldest cousin frm my father side..ahahah....but nt clse n generations gap la..hes 35?or older..i duno..n hes a father or 3 liao..n his son is actually oni like 17....i m oni 5 yrs older than him..n i m his uncle..ahah..anyway...nv tok much with them....dad tok with his bro..me n sis tok with anoTher cousin....n i finally knw y i cant find him using kah lok email le..coz he is cpt dean..i -.-....nv knew he add him...his christian name..anyway..he was gd,....drove us to our last destination of the day..grandma hse.....at west coast..n we realise his wife nt wrkin wor,...so gd life..be taitai,,,ahhaha.....

reached ah ma hse...dis time round we r nt the 1st..ahah.the 1st is joelle family but they left early too..we missed them dis yr...hmm....my dearest xiao long hu..,,cousin..=p....then zixiang n huiqi was there,,,n as usuall....we chatted...we r the closest cousin ba..in mum side..at least we got go out once in a blue mood..maybe shld go out more..then came 2 uncles..whu r mummy's cousin....they every yr aslo come bai nian with ah ma...hao you xin wor...then came godma n lastly xiao jiu..as usual..always the latest...hmm..dis yr 2 family missing..frm ah ma hse..it became like so quiet wor...no cny mood...then we juz form a small grp n gamble il 4 pm then nth le..every1 left..ah ma hse was so quiet..i feel so weird..duno hw to describe my feelings..then i feel aslp...n went hm ard 6plus..yawnzz...a sad 1st day rite.....

huiqi,jie,me n zixiang (the eldest 4)ahaha

me n zixiang..we took the pix in teh same rm 22 yrs later..ahaha

2nd day was tiring...went to simei to visit tampines shu gong.....he was so haggard..eyes sunk in..c liao..i feel so sad....last yr didnt managed to visit him coz of an idiot shu gong aslo..which me n my sis nv bothered abt him..n dis yr..same problem..extra old guy..we family of 4 le..n mummy leg is pain..had no choice wana take cab..he wana join us..wtf..i ask dad ask him go on his on wor..dun fuck care him..n guess wat..when reached tampines shu gong hse..he said tat old guy called n said nt coming coz we throw him alone..hallo....we r nt ur sons n grandsons..whu gifs a damn abt u...anyway..dun wan tok much abt him..then went to ah ming uncles hse...he stay at jasmine court ard thomson plaza..haha..guess wat..we realise christopher lee n wang jiang fu..rents the unti beside him to stay..aahah....but too bad..nv c them ard leh...guess they rent it coz is near mediacorp ba......n dis uncle is the one tat gt link with AH DU de...n ah DU go his hse play mahjoNG..ahah..it seems like a lot of celebraties near him hor..ahahah...anyway..then uncle ming's wife drove us to xiao pang hse....but xiao pang is aslp wor..so sad..btu he slp aslo so cute..ahah...dis yr cant play with him..sadded....n finally headed to our last station...lengkok bahru...shu po hse....she stil so healthy even though shes 75..n ahem..shes the oni one...stil ard....when the rest of their generations of shu gong n shu pos al R,I.P le....duNO she feel lonely ma...then headed off to hm le....

Ps: dis YR cny juz dun seem like CNY n is sO bore..i spend my time watchin anime n tv shows..yawnzz....3mths 21 days more to ORD....counting dwn....

Bn CNy celebration...

2008-02-06T01:11:00.000-08:00

its Geylang east home again.....2 mths ago juz went..mit zonghua iat 7.45 to eat mac breakfast..so long nv eat le..eheh..use dis chance eat..=p....anyway...as usual..help to clean up..n other grp sing songs lo....n me...after i cleaned finished..i went to take fotos with al clse pple.ahahah....n so unluckily..after the last foto with ah ben.....my camera spoilt sia...my mood sianz half..oh ya...n toh kah lok..dunO y suDDenly so bad mood..guess was due to he have to stay bac for meeting ba...been seeing so busy for dis whole period..but realLIe hope he get poST out soon...hOpe he wil be ok soon...

2mths later..again..ahah..jasper said i like a fan of his..haha..-.-..but his a nice officer n fren i have in 3 tpt

its the GW N GY..ahahh..2 Guangs =p

n then we board bus to safra tampines eat sakura...aaaa..the food nt nice de lo..n i heard 1 person aslo ard 17+...i was like..heng nt i pay ah..then da niao last min fly me aeroplane..dun wan go do last min shOpping witH me..ahaha..so end up..i tel zoNG hua i wana go ktv..then i went to meet ah cai n ah ben at tampines mall....then we shOP ard...n then ah cai dun wan ktv..aaha.then no choice..we shOP lo..but had a great day shOPping..we shop frm tampines mall to century square to cineleisure...to heeren...then to wisma n bac to taka then to PS n lastly vivo..ahah..went so many shops la..like flesh box..topshop,guess,addidas,apple shop....then we beri late have our dinner at BK coz we lazy to walk le..ahaha.....

Ps: ytd was a FUn days....n stil gt many pix like with da niao n tOny but i lazy poST le...

KUNg fu DunK premier

2008-02-06T01:07:00.001-08:00

hehe..on 4feb..i went to watch kung fu dunk..ahha.so exicted.....i rush cab dwn frm west coast park after my 10km run with bOb....was tire n hard to find cab..lucky managed to find.,.but was ex la..but no choice..did nt miss any bit at al..the show was funny la..ahahah...storyline so so....if compared with secret..of coz secret nicer...but dis moIve jay aslo nt diretor..ahaha....stil gt free poster leh..ehehh..so happy......then i watch liao..i went to MJ..n i finally saw the CD plus dvd concert..i boUGHt immediately n gt poster again.w.ahhah..so hapPY...n have to head hm le..coz bOB gt duty on tue morning.....

PS: Monday niTE was a HAPpy day for me..heheeh...

lASt MIn shOPPing

2008-02-06T00:49:00.000-08:00

hmm...last sat...so last min...was in lecture then finding pple go shOpping..n no one was free...until i found da niao..ehhe..n he pei me shOP til i find my black jeans..frm zara..but no alteration wor..muz wait til 15 feb..siao lo..ahaha..but i boUght it n brought to market n altered n managed to get it on tue..heng ah..if nt i no new jeans...then....sun...was a tiring day...helped jeremy to buy cny clothes at the same time buy my top.....LActose was so scary la..ma chiam like LV shop..stil muz queue to go in...n so many color no size..i c liao also sianz..gave up....continue to shop ard.....n its juz super crowded.....we shop til leg wan break la..ahaah...n end up al 3 of us bought our clothes frm guess n become member..n jeremy ic no so easy memorise..whahha..=p.....n lastly went for dinner at crystal jade la mian with Zong hua n headed hm as we tire le..n i nid bOOk in..yawnzzzz

Updates!!!

2008-01-25T09:39:00.000-08:00

hmmm..dis wk been a busy wk...everyday gt lessoN...attend biz finance frm mon to wed...was sianz...coz i repeat the module..nw they keep emphasising on hw to use financial calculator but i dun have one n i dun wan spend on 1 for 40plus for 1 sem..but scare fail again...=X...n aduit was super bore..omg..he juz read frm slide sia...i wana faint le.....n life in camp was much better without the black dog rsm n the robot csm.....COC is coming so sianz...n cfm liao..cny eve i have to wrk til 4pm..hate them.......

TImes flies...jay concert is 1wk over le..n JAy wil be bac in spore on 3Feb at Bugis @ 5.45pm..i wana go man....n his moive wil show on 7 feb!!! n jay concert dvd plus cd is releasing soon..cant wait for it man....

n i haven buy my cny clothes..muz buy dis wkend le..if nt no time!!!!....n yeah..mst probably gng japan or aust in june le...cant wait for it man..as of nw...4mths n 5 days more..so excited..get my freedom bac..fly to a country n relaxed for at least 1 wk.ehehe.......

argh..the stupid connection nw is so slow tat al the anime i load i cant watch n i m gettin slpy le..

haix.....hw hw..ahahah....

recently..1 actor died...the one whu acted in brokeback mountain n upcoming moive BATman the sequence...DARK knight..whu he act as the JOKer is dead....quite shocked..n i didnt realise is same person..n hw sad is tat they actullay prepared to promote the moive with him as the main coz hes the JOKEr the mr bad guy in batman moiVe.....n hes young..same age as jay chou oni..hahah...juz feel al artist r falling sick..lydia sum aslo..but she n her daughther juz denies her illness....she lose so much wt tat she look so pale n qiao chui....nt like the old cheerful her.....

PS: Life is so fragile...any1 can juz leave anytime....do treasures the ONEs u LOve....

JAy CHou Concert WOrld tOur 2008!!

2008-01-19T08:21:00.000-08:00

2day was a SPEcial DAY coz is JAY CONCERT DAY!!!hiypee...after waiitng 4 yrs..ehhee..finally the day has arrived...i went to kelly hair salon n meet dean n take his lumix digi cam frm him..aaha....then went to draw money to buy jay merchandise n head off to meet qicai at PS....

on the bus he was quiet...although i try to tok alot.....anyway...soon we reach indoor..oMG..the queue for merchandise was long..lucky saw QC fren..then she help us buy while me n qc waiting..i took pix with the gong zai...=p....SAdly took said..al items was sold out..oni gt my spore figurine.sianz..haix..hate the management..n they nv sell the whole set of 8..argh....

anyway....after tat went to eat kfc with Qc....lesiure park was where we went..the kfc so small sia..after eat finish we walk bac to indoor n awhile later S1 came le....then we tok awhIle n went in le..wahahah...then we saw the merchandise..the towels was nice too n files..but i al nv buy..kinda regret...n we juz went in super early n seat dwn....then took pix..wahhah..=p...wait til 8.30pm then start sia..the concert was great..gt clear piano wor...gt gu zhen n he even play drumset..JAY is juz so talented..n he asked his grandma up on the stage which ytd nite nv did..hehee...was happy 2nite was actually the 1st nite ma..so al the fanz r the hardcore de..=p.....

reach hm fast..coz gt gOdma drive me hm...my cousin was tired n nt high..ahha..me n qc n S1 so high man..wahahah....ok...guess wil blog til here...take a look at sum pix ba...nice one..=p....

me n qc n S1...hehe..with nice green HANds...I LOVE JAY!!..ehehe

the pix on the left is ..wenDY me n Terence..i at center so weird..eheheh....

PS: JAY COncert was AWeSOme..dONt Knw muz wait til when again le...hw i hope it nv ends..eheheh

Jay Bday!!!

2008-01-18T06:43:00.000-08:00

ahhah..ok..is lame..no one reads..but sTIl..i m gng to SAY...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAY!!!..ahahah..is my idol bday n right nw hes having his concert at indoor...n i cant wait for his concert 2ml...argh shld have bought 2day tix..al thks to my sis la..dun wan let me buy 2 days of tix..haixxx........hope he 2ml dun sing out of tune like jacky cheung......

hmm...2day was kinda a bad day?ahaha...initially wana go out with zonghua n bob n ang dong ni....n my parents can actually called me at 9plus in the morning said 2nite celebrate ah ma's bday..i was like..hey..eh....nt 2day de wat...they brin forward....n so last min...i have to cancel my outing..was sianz...n ang dong ni wil be busy le...n also...nxt wk i everyday have lessons for 6 days!!!...omg...i gona faint.....

pS: 22 hrs more to jay concert..wahahah...so excited....

The Rose

2008-01-12T20:00:00.000-08:00

Some say Love, it is a River
that droWns the tenDer reed.
Some Say Love, it is a razor
that Leaves your soUl to Bleed
Some say Love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
and you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learNS to danCe.
Its the Dream afRaid of WakIng
that never takes the chance.
It's the one wHo won't be taken,
who canNot seEm to Give,
and the SOul of afraid of dyin'
that never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
and the Road has been too long,
and you tHink that LOve is only
for the lucKy and the StroNg,
just remember in the WInter
far beneath the bitter Snows
Lies the seed that with the SUn's Love
in The Spring beComes the ROSE.

Ps: DIs SOng jUZ flow around IN my miND suDDenly afTer hearINg the tune when waitIng for the Moive at GV

my SaturdaY

2008-01-12T19:41:00.000-08:00

meT up With ZonG hua n went tO shop in Town..went to whEElock..hopIng stil have the 1st 50 sets of ipod nano at 155..but sold out haix...anyway..continue to shop in town for his sneakers..n my cny clothes..wahahah..i bought a cargo shorts for 26 oni..frm G2 blu..so cheap n nice..ahaha..then saw so many nice things....saw a few items i wana grab

zara jacket for 249,
zara jeans for 99 but was in black wor...
addidas shoe for ard 160...
nike jacket for 92....
Ck tshirt 85 after 15%
ipod nano 8Gb -348,
ipod touch 8Gb- 498
Creative zen 8GB-349

wow..if buy al dis..i wil be so poor man..ehehe....but i mst probably wan the ck shirt n nike jacket n jeans ba..anyway..i stil have 100zara voucher n 100 levi voucher.....

then Jeremy jOined us halfway. we Went for Dinner at swenses..i add the new dish cha cha seafood combo..was nice.....worth the pRice...then we go n catCH AVP2...was normal oni.....watched til 10plus n jeremy left le..as he wana rest...then he left hm...n zong hua wana stay late...so wanted to starbucks grab a cofffe..but was full hse..so walk til PS...since at PS i suggest we catch another mOive,..so we watch american gangster..was a nice show but i feel aslp at parts of it as i was too tire..wahah..we watched til 3.30am then walk bac to take NR5...zhe hai shi wo di yi zi take NR wor..ahaha..so mountain tortoise..=X...

PS: Had a Long greaT day..hao jui nv sHop tiL like dis le..ehhhe

BreakfAST frm SUm1...^.^

2008-01-12T19:20:00.000-08:00

afTEr a Stupid tire 24hrs duty..i was damn tired...with slping of oni 3 hrs..i was so tire..i nv saw msg frm SUm1....Sum1 asked me wan breakfast ma...End up i nv reply..by the tiME i repLied...was on the waY le..but anYWay..bouGHT breakFAst for me..ahhah..was Touched?at LEast gt Xin ba...n i so tire after 1 Full day of wrk......Sum1 was KINda Dwn reCEntly But DUnO watS wRG.nv saID much as usUAl.....canT helP muCH too..Feel USeless aS a Fren..guesS SHaLl JUs let SUm1 be...HOpe Sum1's wil be Ok sooN.....
PS: A SImple Breakfast Fill WIth thoughts..its the thoUgh tat COunts..nt the thing...=)

Wat a WondErful Nites oFF

2008-01-12T19:14:00.000-08:00

haha...so oN last thUr..me wenT hm after the idiot roBOt finally fall HQ out then i went to change n pack my stuffs coz fri i dOIn 24 hr duty..then met up with EUgene go viVO eat..we sure can eat man..walk past any Shop also Gt craving to eat things frm each individual shOp..waahhaah....

fiNAlly we decided at suSHI tei..was reallie fine cuisine for jaP..hahaha...we ordEred quite A LOt n the food was niCe n FreSh..omG..reALli gaiN wt le....=X...then we went to SHop ard..saw so many niCe shoes..one of them make of pig skiN..wahhah..duN understand y made of pig skIn more ex..ahah..n we Walk ard..with a full stomaCH but we wana eat SUm desert..end up we eatINg gelato ice cream..=p....n catch a bus bac to camp..stil manage to reach by 2245...hehe...nxt time tinK can ask eugene out to eat more..eat with him is more hapPY juz orderED..no restricitions..wahahah..=p......

P.S: tOO many days in camp le..so muz split entries intO event le....

the bAd StAY in Experince

2008-01-12T19:06:00.000-08:00

hahah....aFter so Long..finallY sTAy in last THur nite.....eh...was kinda like a special guest to the bUNk..coz they always said i nt ard..argh...watEveR...whU wil LIke to stAY in??anyWAy..had nItes off tat nite..at 1st was planning dinner out with GuangyI,eugene,qicai n Kah lok n benjiamin de..then suddenly S1 branch pple jio ktv..i aslo ok...then gY n benjiamin dun wan..but so me n eugene stil decide to go...then at beri beri last min.,...they said dun wan go again..argh..so last min then me already fly GuaNGyi aeroplane..feel like so baD la..then me n eugene decided to go ahead btu then the rm is 40 bucks no matter hw many pple..so end up nv go....coz jio Qicai he dun wan..is like so weird..liam they al jio cfm ok...me jio..dun wan..i juz waLK out with a bLAck face....

haixx..as usual..i always treAted qicai as a gd fren but gueSS tats the 1st time he c me black face....kinda feel bad..but tats me...i Gave In a Lot le ba..or mayBE pple also nv trEAt me as Fren..so i Kinda gave up le?..tink wan Go out or wat wont JIo him ba...but i stil have a JAy coNcert wiTH him..argh..muz aDjuSt my mood......

The YEar of JAckY CheuNg WorlD TOur 07

2008-01-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

weee....oooohoooo..ytd.....went to wrk at jacky cheung concert...ehhehe...i went to take the pass frm Qicai so tat i k enter to indoor..ended up reaching at 4.30pm...was so early la..then alan took me tour ard indoor....oooo..guess wat..i went to jacky cheung artist rm...so nice la..hahah...then i was like a few Cms away frm jacky cheung when he arrived...ahah...tian wang leh..=p....anyway..he look haggard or i said lao le heng duo.......then i went to hang ard til keron came..follow by an dong nia n gor....then we hang ard n rot....me n an dong ni went up to north entrance n rot...n juz chit chat....took pix...he always saying hw multi talented he is...n hmm..said i take pix so blur..so i asked him take lo..wahahh..n we took a pix 2gether n aagain...as usual..muz be vet by him 1st..a vain guy..=X...lucky he duNo dis place exist..wahahah......

finally my JOb start..was an easy n slack job..basically i oni wrk like 1.5 hrs n my pay is 30 bucks..ahaha..n guess wat..me n an dong ni kapo many shampoo..n when i said gor..greedy..=X...end up he keep teasing me..idiot gor,.,,,ahahaha...as usual..gor a pot of honey..attract indoor usher..wahha...n i guess his buddy was disturbing him....then i distribute til i saw "lao da"...n i gave her many samples aslo..=p...followed by "da Jie"..also..i threw many into her bag.,..wahhaah...n typical sporeans..gt free stuffs sure wan de....sum can n find me take sia.......n i M NT USHER AT INDOOR..keep asking me wheres dis blk n tat blk..so idiot..halo...where r the INDOOR ushers n wat r they doIN!!...slacking inside ba..=X......

ManAge to waTch the OPening of the concert..an dong ni missed it on sat..ahah..maybe he n qc nt tat efficient..=p...anyway..sun was better..gt seats to watch n we seat throUGh out the concer..woohooo..heng ah..nv buy tix n watch...ehheh...

overall..was a great nite n da jie fren send us to aljunied mrt...thks wor..but didnt manage to catch last train..stil take cab in the end...but gd for an dong ni..he was like 5mins n reached hm le.so envy..reached hm at 12 plus..was tire..but a fun day..eheh...hOPing more would come.....

PS: GOR.,..so kiasu la..ran off so early..end up nv take pix with me..i dun have pix to take as memorial we wrk jacky concert 2gether...argh....sianzz....

LAst day OF my HoLIdAy

2008-01-01T20:28:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!caNT beLIeVE it..here i am...roTTin at hm agAin..haixx....initially waS gnG OUt with Gor de.....but kinda Corp Up.....haiXx......siAnz lo..last daY stil RottIN at hm doIN nth..n later stil MUZ go cApital square geT notes Frm my SIs..ARGH....so bu kai xin....alone roTTin at hm..haven eat breaKFast n LUNch..n reaLISe txtBook is 272 in TOtal if i buY all new..tatS so ex la.....haix..dun wana bloG anyMore...the mOre i bLOG thE more siAnz i m....i sHAll go wAtCH my CLaYmore....

The latEst new yr gReeTIn froM sUM1

2008-01-01T02:06:00.000-08:00

HEYO~ WEI.Stop treating me like so nice can, make me so guilty that i nevet treat you back the same way..And although my life seems like shit, it's not anyway worse, so stop thinking that just becoz i'm in *** means i suffer more.Anyways. thank you so much for eveything, for all that you've put in..I really appreciate it..But until i can finally do something for you, i can only say thanks a lot leh. really.
Love,SUM1

hmmm.....aBOve is wat i goT frM sum1..haha..finally at least gt an egreetin card..supPOSed to be haPPy but the Words kinda maKE me feel saD?i aslo DUno...i did nt do tat much ah..coz i feel tat as a fren..guess i m the mst distance frm u ba..or i nv been there for u...always wiLL onI ask u Tc....dUNo hw to cONsole u....nv ToK much wITh u..or our topICs juz seems to be so generaL?Juz Hope tat 2008 wil be a Great yr for U.....

pS: ThatS wat FrenZ are For?isn't it? anyWay..u wIL nv reAd al This WOrds de ba....

2008 1st entry....

2007-12-31T08:48:00.000-08:00

Nice sOng n lyrcis by xiao ZHu...2008..i alone at hm..countdin dwn..so sianz rite...hahah..counting dwn with TW..=p...gt jOLin n may day..ahah..n xiao zhU...

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这首为你点播的歌

如果我先哭了怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌音阶一字不漏

不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着就能感受你比我难过

谁写的歌词那么适合放手我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌如果我先哭了

怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌音阶一字不漏

不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖

曾握着就能感受你比我难过

谁写的歌词那么适合放手

我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌我忘了走音没有

我到底哭什么哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友我忘了是谁哭了

就算你不记得这首歌唱完的是我

罗志祥-我不会唱歌

我努力唱完这歌我忘了破音没有

你心里触动的下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼我不怕剩我一个

只要你能记得

这首歌给我最爱的

WhU reaLLy CAres abT me?

2007-12-28T11:16:00.000-08:00

juz bac hm frM a LOng day of eveNt...morning went to pray ah Gong death anniversary....then i long bang gODma car to PS to meet ching n kas for buffet at nihong mura...hehe..was cheap..oni 17 bucks....then went to shOP ard town n lastly went great world n accompany kelly for dinner n then lastly mOIVe of eliazbeth the golden age..nt tat nice....

eh..at diS poINt of time...suDdenly i m emOIng again...argh....juz kInda feel whU realLIe cares foR me..whU wil take initiative to ask me out...selDOm have....always is i ask pple pei me out...sumtimes i feel so thick skin...n even sum frenz i tink they dun have me in their heart as fren ba..mayBE a passerBY whereas i m so stUPid or idiot to Treat them like my best frenz..affected by hw they treaT me..even THough it means nth To them....or mayBE i nv reallIe care for them til i aslO dunO hw to console them when THey r dwn...tHey juZ dun turn to me when they r dwn?m i such a BAD fren? GUess i reaLlie duNO hw to console pple ba.other than sayig Take care..or can cal me if u wana taLK..but so far nO ones did ba....haixx.....

aslo sO long nv meet WC le...y like so many pple i aslo nv meet uP n drift frm them..wat am i doIN to my life....cariNG for pple whU DUn gave a daMN abt ME?i m so LOSt?whU to GUIde me?or juz THe emO moNSter is Bac witH me?

PS: nO proGRamme al the way til 02jan..poor me rite...m i a LONer??a LOSer??GNg to be left rotten at hm again..haixxx...T_T

BeLated XMas witH gor..

2007-12-27T02:50:00.000-08:00

hmmm.....fiNally show gOr His bday present..my master piece..ahahha...eh..was reaLLie belated..=X....ok..he CHoose to have replace the missing piece n have to wait anoTher 2 mths..wahhaha...=X...

then we head to far east square....a chinese restaruant..food was nice..ambience nt bad..but no pple...was recommended by janet..but kinda ex wor...4get she high cls taste de...=X....
then me n gor went ride ard ann siang street..finally i knw is where le..but too late..i already bought for him ralph lauren.....eehhe

Headed to town n shop..2day went al branded shops..ahahh...went to PORter...saw a bAg i like...300!!OMG....i cant buy..buy le my trip wil be gone..aslo went burberry boquite...saw anoTher nice polo..aslo 240..haix..no more mONey le....then went to shop ard heeren..saw a nice jacket.tinking wana buy ma...eheheh....then went to uob n wana apply the platinum card..the stupid guy said can oni apply the ONE card..n his attitude was nt beri gd..shldnt have apply with him n let him earn the commission..ahaha...

PS: i THought i lOSt my digi cam..actually is i absent minded i left it at hm..ahah..so no pix yet...waiting for Gor to send me after he knock off frm wrk...will update in nxt blog...=)

Poly gathering

2007-12-26T08:47:00.000-08:00

hmmm...2day met up with jeremy..wee jean n chelle for dinner....at the mahanttan fish market..hmm..indeed was much nicer than fish n CO la..fish n co CMI la..ahahah....hmm..n jer bought chocs for all of us..kinda suprise..coz we nv said gift xchange ma..eheh..hmm....he bought me my favourite royce choc chips..wahahha....yeah..was happy to receive it...sumtimes stil feel...wont it be gd if i m stil clse with him like last time..hwever....it is nt anymore....but at least he stil remembers wat i like..ahhaha..... went home quite early n buck into ken n his gf the bus-stop.... gng to finish my ghost hunt by 2nite..ehhe..ciaozzz

Mood: SlPy but wana finish my gHOST hunt..eheh...

my XMAS wasNT so gd.....

2007-12-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

my Xmas was KInda Boring....wake UP,..watcH GhostHUnt....til almst 5...get ready to meet SUm1 for I AM LEGEND.....try to catch the train..miss it...had to make pple wait...anyway...VIvo was so paCKed....n the display screen tat shows the time for nxt train was 29mins..ahha..can u beleieve it?

by the time i buy drink al tat..when we entered the cinema..i miss the trailer of JAY MOIVE..ahaha...i was so excited la..n SUM1 ask me relax..haha...=X....anyway.....I AM LEGEND was nt BAD juz tat with a bad ENding.....then went to take sum pix..the XMAS tree at vivo is nice la!!!take a look below..;)

then went to walK ard....suM1 dun wana eat DInner...i was like argh..so weird la..meet like for the purpose of moive oni...anyway..went shop ard zara n topman...nth much nice..then i said no nice clothes n sum1 shoot bac me..coz u go for brands wat..i was like...argh..sad in my heart..i mean ya..i do go for brands..but vivo is al THose brands wat..if nt sHOp wat...haixx...then i juz quitely said go hm lo..since sum1 wana go hm....juz sum chit chat conversaion....on the way bac..til i alight....

then wat A xmas present i gOt b4 xams end..my com cant on..kinda hang...tried for hrs til 2am then it kinda recover....whiew...then i managed to back up al my photos..which is the mst impt to me.....n i m so sad..i msg 1 guy...telling him i lose al pix..n coz his lappy aslo gone..we dun have any copies anymore....i m sad...he msg me bac..i m nt in the mood to console u..i knw he have his problems to fan also..i dun wan u to console me..i juz wana let u knw hw sad i was...coz we aslo seldom take pix..haixx....

n my poly gathering kinda corp up...there r pple saying i nv cfm n they gt appoinments le.i was like...haixx..but i did cfm said dinner is 2nite wat..juz tat details wil be cfm..nw 2 nt attending gt 1 more worse...go zoo..so cant cum..haix..gt nth to say sia....

PS: mOoD nw is MOOdy...stil have to buy sum belated xmas presents..brain cells dead..duNo wat to buy....Hope my COm is ok.....

PreparatIOn fOR X'Mas...

2007-12-24T18:50:00.000-08:00

Times Flies..i finished my guarD duty on 22 dec..n i went hm to slp almst for whole afternoon..was so tire la.....due to fri nite i went to an dong ni grandma's wake til 3plus in the morning...was tinking...since i cant attend the last day on sat..i wil pei him.....anyway..ahaha..guess my presecence is nt much needed coz gt 2 other frenz which i tink is more impt to him ba....maybe i bac to xtra again...maYBE i tinKINg toO mUch again....-X

anYway....on 23 dec..sun..i nv went to pei sh they al buy present...too tire n their last stop was to be at my hse doing the handicraft for josh...so i juz waited til..i guess 4 plus then they reached..they sure knw hw to drag also..ahhah..but i can rest aslo la..then we started doing the calender til almst 9 then we finish.....was fun doin..like so long nv do dis kind of handicraft..we drew out all 12 mths n decorate with glitter pen..n we highlight our bday as PUBLIC holidays...
ehheheh....

oooo..on XMAS eve..finally is josh bday.....i went to buy log cake in the noon..n went ntuc to buy sparkling juice..n wth la..i queued almst for 1hr....sporeans buy things like all is free..so freaking long queue...then bought the ginger breadman soft toy frm breadtalk for sh n ting as xmas present since i duno wat they nid aslo..ahahah..kinda last min...=X

wE finally met up at 4+ at cityhall...n all of us were late execpt ting..wahah...1st time wor..=X....ytd was the 1st day i saw josh since he left for spore..n he blame me n sh nv contact him lo...watever..=p....so we went tony roma's for dinner...food was kinda ex..but xmas wat..go where aslo ex la...unless u go foodcourt....then we went shop ard....n we saw the bUILD a bear sHOp..we waLK in n saw a KItty...it caUGht ting attention le..aahaah...was tinking wana get it hm..after much influence by us..she bOUght it..ahah..her kitty name is "FEI MAO"....coz it was fat...was fun seeing hw they stuff the cotton in..then buying dress for kitty..if have doraemon i aslo wil buy lo..hahaahaha.....

lasTLy went to buY my royCE chocs for tat SUm1..coz 2day is xmAS n will be catCHin I M LEgend later.....hope sUM1 will appreciate the darK cHOCs ba...oh ya..as usuAL...i m reaLLIe nt in tHE list of Card holderS.....i proVE mySelf...rIGht..ahah..DUnO wat i m tINKing...

aRGh.....my sec grpz like dun like to take photos..nt much photo was taking..yawnzz....so no pix....ahahha..i wil take more nxt time...

Ciaozzzz

my hari raya haJI..=X

2007-12-22T22:48:00.000-08:00

hahaah..on 20 dec....i basically slack at hm til ard 7 plus then i meT up with my LOng lost budDY..mr JF..ahah..4ever so buSY...=p...and 4ever so tan til like malaya..anyway..he gt sunburnt til like a snake demon dropping skin..=X

anyway...i was late..ahah....wana eat food republic at 1st..but too many pple..we juz went walk ard..and c hw..n the streets outside wisma n taka aslo so crowded.....like CNY AT CHINATOWN LIKE Dis...ahah..then went to toys'r'us @ paragone...so small n nth de....lastly went to raplh lauren boquite again..n oMG my black gold polo t was NT on THE SHELVES!!!..they told me is out of stock..n other outlet aslo duN have..i sianz half..looKINg at other colors avaliable...n when i was abt to leave...ahah...maybe luck was on my side...they have 1 last piece..M size....n it fits me juz nice..i juz bought it..was so happy but super ex...coz is for XMAS season..i dun wana regret again...

IN the meanwHIle..luckIly chING was ard bUgis n suggested to meet us..so she reached PS earlier than us..n help us queued for cafe cartel.....me n JF both add st louis pork ribs coz nw gt promotion price..wahahah..=p...n cHINg oni ate the free flow of BREad..cOZ mr J basically took 2 loaves of BRead and every1 was looking at out table la..when they walk pASs..ahah..so pah seh..=X..n we cant finish it...=X

tHen saw her IPOD toUCH..so nice..with engraving of her name makes it unqiue one for her......both of us gOT sumthing we wan..=p ME n JF were laTE for mOIve...9.20..we went in at 9.40 stil haven start..Heng sia...n we watCHed wARLODRDs....like always oni watch action MOive with HIm....anyway..i find it nt bad leh..duNo y sum said nt nICe...ehehe...

PS: Quote of the DAy for my blog..=p..."DA Ge shi dui De" by Wu Yang(JIN CHENG WU)

HQ Cohesion and XMAs Outing wiTH deAN n ah CHIng

2007-12-22T22:29:00.000-08:00

ON 19 dEc.....went to garden hotel for buffet lunch..was free..coz is HQ cohesion...but it sux...food was nt nice.....then reach there...kana scolded by robot.,...even spoILt my moOD to the Core..haixx......anyway..after tat..weNT to town....shOP ard with ben,jeremy n kok wei...and catch a moive Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium ..its sux la..waste of my money...n we al fell aslp inside....ahhaa....

Then i meeT ching at 6plus for dinNer at heeren...chiNG was late..Dean even more late..ahaha..while waiting i brought chinG to c the ralph laruen polo...agreed was nice but way too ex...in the end nv buy..n went bac to heeren....went to VILAGE but was damn long queue...we change to LEMON GRASS....it was nICe...but portion small the Desert manGO riCe was so delicious..yummy...eat liao so Happy..n when we left..saw DArren Tan outside..ahahah...

n we ruSH to PS to catch HEARTBREAK KID....was a hilarious moive.....n we took many pix after the moIve.....n we wenT to Catch the last bus Hm...ehehe....

PS: is a LOng Tire dAY but was a Fun DAy for me Tat Day....my early xMAS celebrAtiON with Dean N VEnICE....MERRY XMAS IN ADVANCE!!!

Life is FraGile

2007-12-18T07:28:00.000-08:00

hmmm....2day weather was coOLIng in tHe mOrning..bac to cAmp..was sianzz....then afterNoon..was rainiNG heaviLY....dark sky...n ring ring..i receiVed a caL frM aN doNG ni....i was like..halo..yeah..his tone was ok...starting stil toking abit..whether qc with me..anot..thoUGht he wana ask wat things..then sudDenly he juz said..hmm..juz to inform me tat his grandma passed away...i kinda stunned..shocKEd...dUNo hw to console him....ask him to tc....coz i knw he quite clse with the grandma de...muz be feeLIng beri sad.....but guEss with his Char he wont show it out ba.....

Juz Got hm frm the wake..he looKS fine on the oUTside....hope he can get over it fast....oh ya..juz cant stand sum of his frenz..dun even knw basic customs of wake...juz feel like scolding them la..sumore older than me leh...wth man..haix....

y ReceNTly so mANy pple pasS aWay...my old neighBOur also passed away..my grandma goOd fren..i hear liao aslo shocked..haixxx...my sis said is juz a cycle of life ba....i juZ feel so weiRd..affEcted by it....n seeiNg an dong ni grandma reminds me of ah gONg..hw he suffered last time n fight agAinst cANCER..aRGH hate CANCER!!!!

Juz hope thINgs will turn beTTer for every1...=)

BoRed to THE maX!!

2007-12-16T07:07:00.000-08:00

OMG...i been ROttin at hm for 2 days......i cant believE tat....nO one is free to go out with me or sum r juz slackIN at hm.....feELs kinda saD...T_T

anyway..end up doIN nth n watchin stars awArds......hmm..been in thoUGhts n finalLY deCiDed i wil stil buy xmas gift for them....althOUgh i feEL nt appreciate by them..or maybe tats the way they behavE ba..i juz have to learn n acCept..even if cant be gd FrenZ...i dun wan a bad endiNg....haven doNE my x"mas SHOpping....hope k get it done asAP.....n eh....tat sum1 is preparINg xMAS cards for pple....hope i m in one of the lisT...tat person actually took 24hrs prepAring 4 cards..like tinkin wat to write or wat..like hao you xing wor...i nv receive such card b4 ba..n actually i feeL....will nv have my share ba..will be as usual..i m in the forget ones list..haixxx..

sum bad news happend to qc xmas present.....angela didnt manage to get it in HK coz too many pple le...nw i duNO wat to get for him.......argh..n til nw i haven get the missing piece for gor puzzle....hope to show him my wrk leh..wait he tinks i bo xin for his present hw....ehhehe...me n him so Long nv meet le...
hAPPY thing is meeting up with my buddy ching soon for a gd feast..but shes always so busy sia..wahahah..hope to c her soon...with dean..wahahah..=p

juz feEL tat dis yr aint reallY a gd yr for me?hope nxt yr geT better ba......

RaiNY DaY...SaME As MY mooD

2007-12-15T02:00:00.000-08:00

ThE RaIN has JuZ stOppED....in The afTernoOn..SudDenly juz came A HeaVY dOWnpOur foR so lOng....thE wEatHer seEms to be describINg my MooD....JUz tat i nv cry ba..ahhah...

Til nw was doIn nth other than watChin blEach-moive versiON...was quite nice..didnt knw when it came out...n on 22dec...the diamon dust reBellion is gng to COme out...tink main focus is on my fav captain..histugaya..ahah....his bankai so nice..ice type..n the dragOn.....

anYway...dont like the feeling of staying at hm on wkend but nO one is free to go out with me..haizzzz

Saw suM of the Old phOtos...it warms me up.stil in The struggle of wanting to buy xmas present for sum pple aNOT...hw?sumtIMes feel i do so much..til i m so tire..haizzz

oh ya..the funNiest thing is the 1st time tat sumone called my HP..haha..n i dun even realise my Hp was ringing..coz i use "Hao peng you" de ring tone...n my sis was stil saying me....ur hp ring u duNO one de ah..i was stil seating in the living rm....watchIn my tv..=X...anyway...called me was relating to wrk stuff...nt personal stuff..guess will nv cal me for personal stuff ba..juz always too busy or maybe juz a passerby in tat persON life...

5mths 2weeks to ORD..cant wait For it....

Dwns in mY life

2007-12-14T09:16:00.000-08:00

hmm..so many things had happEnd after my 21St bday...to be brief..my 21st bday was nice..n luv al the presents...frm every1...gor one was mst shocking..but kana throw twice to pool sia..lazy to type out al details....=X..anyway..nt many pple read ba..or even no ones..ahha

Gt my exAM results..i faILED MY BIZ FInaNCe..wTF..1st time i faiLED my eXAm..haixx....toTally disappoiNted in myself n feel unlucky aslo i kana WIsDOm tooth juz right b4 my exam..haix.....

recently,came a MP..finally thOUght i hang over le..can be gd life..but FUCK UP...hes a bloody wolf in shEep skin...ytd was even more piss wITh him...argH...bloody fuckers..MP biG FUCK ah...nv do anything aslo can get 3 days off..i slog like hell..oni 3.5.......n the FUckING coMMandEr gAVe him staY out..so UNfaIR..wat right does he have..JUz becoz hes a 3sg..wtf man..then other 2 regULArs aslo stay in lo...fucker..yr 88 de..bLOody small kid...act like hes so smart....

2daY was BN fUN day....went to new watER center...was super bORing coz i been to it durIng BMT le.....went to wild wild wet....was fun for my 1st time there....reminds me of fantasy island at sentosa but was donKey yrs ago....tooK pix oni with jaspEr n ZH..the rest no pple wana take..sianzz... 1st time n jasper take pix...hahaha..my smile so fake..=X

tHEn at Nite went to VilaGe n eat...food was exactly same as MARCHe...duNO y chaNGE name..duN Bother abT it...=X....oooo..citibank gt 15% off...c..i always said tat is gd to have CR Card..hehe..=X...then wenT TO YOuth park help ZH cut cake....n we ruSH to PS with Chris,ZH n Jer...QC n An Dong ni nv went...dUNo y aslo......anyway..aFter mOIve..went bac to meet Them..coz they were there..but feel kinda weird...cant merge in topics or mayBE too sercetive tat i m nt clse enuf to hear it ba...so end up i aslo left early n i felt weird n extra aslo..haix.....
MoOD nw..feelINg lost...sad....DuNO whu to TalK to?hw....i nv even let those i feel clse de..to have my bloG..n nt eveN gor..aslo duNo wat i tinking....

PS: It DOesnt feel gd to be xtra and have u ever consiDer hw the perSoN feel whEN u SAid everyTHing in sarcastic mannEr.....T_T

I TreaT PPle as ur best fren/gd fren dOEsnt meaN pple wiL care or treat bac the same....

EMoing

2007-11-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

haix...bac to camp 2day...my Guardrm was in a meSs....n my idiot 2IC juz plaYEd mC..wat a BAstard...standard tat he wil do..always mc once i m on leave or MC...hate him to core...may he walk out will kana car accident..dun wana tok much abt him.....

didnt manage to get my jay chou 2nd concert tix....ARGH!!!so angry....the sistic website jammed again....n so my dear sis help me go queue at 10 at sistic counter..but also....by her turn...oni left with 4 tix for 198..i mean wtf la....oni 1hr 20mins leh..at least gt a few thousands seats lo..muz be the event company hold seats..i shall nt mention the company name here...tink i m fated to go on his concert on the 19th.....after jay birthday..haixxxx

n finally order my food catering..n it cost a bomb of 500+..my sis was nagging..but i wana make it big wat..is my 21st..in her eyes..i juz spending unnecessary money..haix..dunO hw to explain to her....i haven ordered my cake...stil in a dilenma of my favourite char cake...xiao DING DANG or a nice quality cake frm SEcret recipe..but design is reallie suPER SIMPLE!!!>.< so Far nw oni gt 2 of my fren support my idea of my ding dang cake...witchy jean n suM1....too bad sum1 wont be ard for my bday party..wahaahahah...

DriftiNg with my frenz ALways Happens ard me..whaaah...hOPe dis proBlem will be goNE sooN.....gtg slp...nitex....

1st ENtry

2007-10-27T05:23:00.000-07:00

wahahah...oMG.....i actually creaTEd a BLog..n nw i m bloGGing....argh....i haven study for my exam..nxt wed.....sux man...totaLLy no MooD.....=X....hmmm..at dis pT of time do feel abit hApPy....frm ytd til nw...at leaST feel tat sum THings had change..n change for The gd..hopeFUlly...nt moi TinKing toO much....arGH..juz canT wait For exaM to be Over man....

2day aslo receive my long lost buddy...jf birthday invitation..wahahah...his celebration bday is on Gor bday....so conincidence..ahahah... anyway..eh....i like so long nv meet up with sh,celine,gh,ah ching, kelly le....like al so busy wiTh our own life...HOpe we r nt drifting away...eheheh...

guess tats long enuf for my 1st entry ba....=0