WaT a SUpriSE!!!!

hmmmmm......waT a sUPRise..the perSOn tat I nv Expect will care..actUally too noTice of my NIck recently...n initate to msn me wor....hahahah...anyway...my tat dEAr fren nv knw of this pLAce existence..n he wil nv knw..coz we seems so dRift since poLY days......

anYway...thks....jer....=)

i wan GO my COy Trip!!!!!....praY hard my boss fight for me can..its toally FOC..n iTS TW again...i wan go MY jay REst...i nv 4get tat....heheheeh....Cross my FIngers...hehehe

Hmmm........wo lei le..wo yan quan le.....y is it always me taking the effort to ask things etc..if i dun bother to sms,cal....they juz dun Bother.....whoever is reading..ask urself if u did tat to me...n if 1 day i ever changed le..i guess wil be due to this reason ba..even thoUgh i dun wan it to BE....

TO the SUm1(the SUm1 is nt refering to the SUM1 i usually mentioned...=p)....u have chanGEd so MUCH tat i amLST dun Recognise u.....make me feel like i m juz a pAsserBY....wat HAppeNEd..i aLSO duno....haiz.....maybe if time can turn bac wIL be GD....

i HAve nth to say le.....

PS: DO not promise or gif pple false hope if u dont have the intention to do so....the greatEr the Hope..the Bigger the disappOintment.....haiz...rushing accounts is already tiring..with the additional problems..i cant handle it well..i m nt working effiicently....oH no....haizzz.z......who Cares,,,,,,ONe cares abt me

depressed.....

hmmm....die...i m nt recovering even after the CHat with MS?hahah..my Thoughts haven been straightened out.......

Hmmm.....worse...at work.....sum1 trying to push 1 rubBish job to me...so SICK rite..haizzz..i said no..i dun care..but have a BAd feeling will kana.....argh...so SHitty......whOle day busy with so many things....

2weeks more....n i wil knw if i wil be confirmed.......is i cant work well or is coz pple r nt teachiNG well???i wonders?but i do feel the environment dun suits me..haizzz....maybe afteralL..interest is more impt for a joB..isnt it?

bac to Personal....i shall wait n see......pple can treat me as transparent..totally hapPily Living their life..withoUT me...so y shld i bOTher..isnt it?hopefuLLy i can reallie do it.....

hmmm...quite SUprised 2day...after so busy..i checked My hP....received a sms.....suddenly gt pple msg Me sum nice comforting words...whiCH i nv expect frm tat person....watever it is....stil feel the drift n the Gap....argh..DUno..so lost....

i shaLL go zzz le.....long day ahead 2ml......

PS:BaD Mood...waN said me eMO or wat..but dis is jUZ me lo.....

kTV

ok...I shaLL get My BloG aliVe ok.....stil have to wriTE here is beTTer.....hmmm..2day wenT ktv with MS n angela n her fren.......hahahha....all 2day like nt in gd condition wor...MS said his voice nt oPen..angela stil HanG over...muahahah..but i feeL they ARe sTIl proS lo.....=)

n Hmmm...i cant hit my si le dou yao ai...haizz..abit dishearted wor...dunO wat is Happening to me....>.<>
sianzz.....n then headed hm liao.....

oooo...last miN...wan eaT subway..with MS....hahah...this is my 1st time eatINg subWay with a freN wor...muahah..coz i always classify SUBway as expensive bread..=p

COokie...was nice...=)......

hmmmm...my tHoughts are in a mess now...thinking wat MS said....trying to understand n sort my thOughts out...hopefully can sort out my tHinking soon....=p....

sideTRack a Little...i m gng GENting soon..nw Malaysia gt H1n1!!!!haizz..so unlucky rite...celine was saying were we kana quarantine when we come bac..but my thinking was..it happened last fri..so all suspected case had already being take n quarantine wat..so shld be safe for this moment..i assume...pray hard......

Ps: i Happened to read sumwhere about sUm1 like suMthing....n i look carefuLLy..was a Gift i last Time gif...anywAY.....reallIe sianz wITh everYThing....

Nth realLIe mOtivates mE.....

to MS:i goT things to tel u...but i shaLL tel u when i c u ba..=p

RandoM EnTRy

PS: if You find my ENTRY no sense..dOnt read...ahha..I m juZ sO bore....n emO right at the Moment...

Okie...I kNow mY Blog has Been DEad for monThs....hmmm..JUZ laZY to Blog ba.....or too ManY ThINgs taT HAppEned TAt i Dont EVEn waNA bLOG aBIT it....

Hmmm...CamE bac frOM HK.....was Not as FUn as ExPEcted...mAYbe thINgs too Ex..nth to BuY...didNT reaLLie miss HK other than Their DIm SUm Was GReat...ok...lazy to gIF detaiLs where I went.......

FinAlLy founD jOb le..stARting soOn...wooohOO...hahah...gT INcome le...muz start to Clear debts and slowLY save UP le..haha..is saVE for NExt TRip....muZ find RIghT PPle..shLD be askinG Gor ba...nExt year..stil LOng..shall see how......

2daY wATch MArley n Me...was a nice n funny show..n was veri sad when the end..the doG die....T_T after show went Hm.....there Goes my FRi...yawnzz...=X....nv expect TaT at all....

I m starTIng the iDea of gIving uP manY pple..die...die..dis is BAd....hahah..bUT guess Soon or latER i wil Execute it ba?or hoPEfully i reallie can do it.......

OH...and i cant stand 1 particular Fren...SUper SIckening....i am NOt as free as YOu tinK oK......watEveR it is.....IT Seems Tat You HAVe GIven UP on THe FrenSHip and NOT me......DOnt neeD to HAVe sarcastIC NiCk can...anYWay..even a Third PArtY feels That..so i DOnt tink is i too Sensitive.....

SucH a Coincidence ...SUch THIngs DO HappEned...=X

Okie..wow....i m fiNalLY bac..its 2009 liao......OK..there are mANys Ups n DWns n i m JUZ lazy to Type la......

ANyway....i m bac here to bLog..coz its reallie such a coincidence....i was Reading Qc bLOg....n i came aCross....

"刚才在街上碰面，你假装没看到我。尽管我们互视彼此的那一瞬间。你转过头就离开了。我也明白你的意思。我只是另外一个路人。从朋友到路人，想不到是那么简单而已"

Hmm..immediately...flashback came bac to me ya....n i Hope dis nv ever hapPEns to me..It RealLie hURts..iTs Painful.....

ANyway..i aslo duNo y..i pASte tHis to SUm1....Telling SUm1 dis Phrase beri sad Hor...huh..n so QIao...Sumthing like dis Happened to SUm1 2day aslo...is it coincidence or wat?so then sum1 replied me bac with

"刚才在餐厅里碰面，你看似没看到我。我勉强的笑着，向你们挥手。但得到的，却只有不自在的眼神。你转过头那瞬间,我的心就如玻璃般的碎了。我明白你的意思。但我们之间，就真的没挽回的余地吗? 我们之前的友谊，难道不如刚相似的路人吗?"

So...whICh one u Feel is Better?...SH feels tat the 1st one is Nicer....i can understand Sum1 sadness but maybe the phrasing doesnt flow?

2day's been a Long day.....gng to zzz liao.....so BAd for my 1st entry in 2009 rite...ahah...doNT care...AnywaY..who Cares abT me...=p.....

FinaLLY GradUated!!!

WoooHooo....Finally...i Graduated..i passed my final exams...wat a Relief....ehhehe....=)..to my suPrise my ethics i stil get a CR wor...as in..have a PA i haPPy liao.......nxt Yr can take The family photo with my sis le..ahahha....we r boTh Degree holders...its nth great in SPore i guess..but at least i supposed its abt time me n my sis can supPOrt my PArents le ba....

ANyway...Its been 2wks i nv bLOg le..hahah..i m juZ lazy ba...=X.....n cant FInd jObs..so sianz..but have kinda of gd nEws...wrkiNG Yu Tian dis SAt nite...n foLLow by 31 Dec 2008..working MediaCorpe Countdwn @ Marina Platform.....

Hmm..thks for every1 help..i m suprise i had hit the target of 80 manpower....ehhe...n events Up nxt yr is Jan 13 n feb 3.....whiCH is LAMC events..hmm..nt bad..at least now gt 1 more locations concert aslo gif me?hahah.....Hope all their events will be giVen to me...n it wil be woo hooo..ehehhe....

fOr a MomenT..dis SHld be a HapPy enTry ya...i m Lazy to Blog aBt my BirthDay ya..maybe when i have the Mood.....

Wake Up n Wake UP!!!

ITS time i have to waKE up....i have been indulging in My own world..always Tinking oni....haizz...the 1st tHIng is the reality of my future job..no matter is my bank or events jobs..bOth r nt haviNg a GD start.....i have send my resumes out to BAnks but to no response...n for my EVents...i realise me n my grp of ushers have been replaced by others at max pavilion...i m short of 1 more opportunity....haizz....i have always thOught my UShers r gd...arent they...or is it we r too compleasant alreadY? i do not knw..the ushers i seem...they r pro active in apporachin pple..tats all..they r nt experience in controlling crowd...catchin video cams etc....me n my frenz r nt pro..but we r definetly better than them..n their image...no standarised uniform..wat the...i have no comments ya..maybe coz they r cheaper for hiring..where on the reality side..my ushers are always complaining pay r low..but pple r willing to wrk for 30 an event...

the 2nd thINg....maybe wat ah Kim said is rite...i shld have a grey area for my frenz ya....he said i m too extreme to the case either close or not close.....n on the way hm..i keep thinking....i m so lost....n when i read abT sumthing at suMwhere....it Juz Make me reaLise...hw close m i to the Person..i guESs nt even a closeness at all...maybe its juz all a 1 sided frenShip......

ah Kim also told me pple might nt treaT me imPT at all...pple might juz treaT me as normal fren leh....maybe this is juz the fact,the reality..juz tat i dont wana faCe it....

ARGh...its time to wake up n BUck up...i have to force myself to achieve greaT achievements in my carreers.....Hope everYthing will be over soOn...time to hibernate myself.....2ml is my 1st event...wrking with an overseas company..hOpe i dun screw up...=)